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Date Posted: 02:44:50 08/22/09 Sat
So here's my horrible experience.It happened when I was 14.First off, i was very modest.I didn't even like to be seen in my underwear.My mother hadn't seen me naked or even in my underwear since i was about 8.When I would go to the pediatrician, i refused to take down my pants or ever let the doctor look at my genitals.It was only when I was 12 when i finally allowed the doctor to examine me, and only because my testicle hurt so i really had no choice.My mother wasn't in the room though.I remember that the visit after that, when the doctor asked me to lower my pants so he can examine me, I hesitated.He reminded me that he had already examined me before so i shouldn't make a big deal.It made sense,so even though I still felt embarrassed, i let him examine me.Every-time after that when i went to the doctor, I didn't resist being examined and even though i felt uncomfortable every-time.My mother was never present at any of these times.
When i was 14, i had to go to a new doctor.This new doctor was a women, which i did not like.I don't mean I hated her as a person, i just hated that she was a women.Unlike my previous doctor,she had my mother come into the room, and asked her question about me like I wasn't there.She even asked my mother about my testicle, which made me cringe.My other doctor at least spoke to ME about any medical problems.This women acted like I wasn't even there and only talked to me to tell me what to do, ie, sit on the table,breathe in, open your mouth,etc..This was my first visit with this particular doctor.Now the nightmare begins.After all the routine exams, she told me to take down my pants.I remember getting a knot in my stomach when i heard that.The thought of a women doctor touching me down there was horrible enough, but even worse was that my mother was in the room.I felt like i was in a really bad nightmare, only i can't wake up.
The doctor then told me again that I need to take down my pants so she can examine me, this time she said that because i've had a problem with my testicle, she HAS to examine me.I had no pain at that time, so I didn't see a reason why she had to examine me.I wish I had refused, but at the time it felt as if i had no choice.Its hard to describe the feeling.So, i unbuttoned my pants and just dropped them.My underwear was still on though.I pulled the front elastic of my underwear outward so she could look in, and she looked at me like i was stupid, then told me i needed to take them down.I really wish i could've fainted at this point, but luck wasn't on my side.I pulled down my underwear, and i can't even find the words to describe how i felt at that moment.It was so surreal.All i had in my head was the hope i wouldn't get an erection.Death would've been prefereable.As she examined my testicle, she asked me how often i felt pain, then said the most horrifying thing to me: she asked me if i had pain during masturbation.
When i took down my underwear in front of this women and my mother, i thought this was as bad as it could get.I was wrong.I think i may have muttered "I don't know"She looked me straight in the face and told me that i either do or i don't.I just said no(which was true)As she examined me,although I didn't become fully erect, I did get a partial erection, what some would call a 'semi".This happened when she asked me about whether or not i had pain during masturbation.She stopped examining my testicles and seemed to be turning around so I went to pull up my underwear, but she stopped me , saying she wasn't done yet.She turned around to write something in the chart, i guess about my testicles,and I was still standing ther with my pants down.Just to remind anyone who forgot, my mother was in the room.
So, the doctor wrote whatever she wrote,and then turned around to me and examined my penis.Maybe another guy in here can back me up when i say that with a partial erection(a semi), if your foreskin is pulled back all the way,and the tip of your penis is touched, it will cause your already partially erect penis to go to completely erect.After she finished examining my penis, I quickly pulled up my underwear and just kept my head down.After leaving the hospital, i couldn't look my mother in the eye for several weeks.I only saw that doctor one more time after that.The second time seeing that doctor, my mother was in the room again.There was no third time.After the second time, i didn't go to a doctor again until i was 24.
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