| Subject: Group shower at aunt's (double standard) |
Author: MSH [Edit]
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Date Posted: 07:08:29 10/15/09 Thu
I originally posted this on a VoyForum several years ago, and have posted it another time or two since then. It is a factual account and has always generated good discussion/debate.
Back in 1960, I had just turned 12, when my sister Donna (just turned 15), younger brother Billy , and I were sent to my aunt's farm for the summer. My aunt had 4 boys, twins Kenny and Karl were my age, and two younger boys, Randy was about 10 and Matt was maybe 7. My aunt told us that she had neither the time nor hot water for individual baths and she showered her boys locker room style in the utility room and Billy and I would shower with them. I was rather unsure what this meant.
Later that night I learned what locker room style showering was as my aunt lead us boys into the utility/laundry room. I believe this room was a converted one car garage, with concrete floors and walls, a drain in the center of the floor, a wringer-type washer, a utility sink with a hose connected and a small hot water tank. Her boys immediately began to get undressed and I just kind of stood there thinking I don't want to get undressed in front of my cousins or especially my aunt. Aunt Martha told me to start getting undressed, that she had changed my diaper and bathed me countless times when I was a baby and that I was no different than any of the other boys. I sneaked a couple of quick peeks at the other guys to make sure I was normal whatever that was and worked up the courage to remove my underwear and throw it in the laundry basket. Up until that point in life and other than mom or my doctor, nobody had seen me naked. I now stood there totally naked in front of everyone. I also noted that Aunt Martha didn't close the door and was paranoid Donna would come in an see us naked. My aunt turned on the water and began hosing us older guys down, stopping to tell us to soap up, wash our hair, etc. while she assisted the younger boys, then rinsing us. The whole process took about 10-15 minutes. It was very embarrassing for me.
After a couple of nights, my aunt asked my sister Donna if she would be embarrassed to help her with the showers, explaining that we boys were all naked and she could really use help with washing the two younger boys. Donna's answer was something like, "I guess I could do that." Us older boys objected but my aunt quickly sushed us saying, "she's family and will have kids of her own someday." We were not asked if we would be embarrassed.
Later that night Donna accompanied us into the shower room. We boys were told to get undressed. Us older guys tried to avoid the inevitable and slowly started to undress, all of us stopping at our underwear. My aunt ordered us to hurry up and repeated that Donna was family, wasn't in there to stare at us and besides that, was a "big girl." We all reluctantly removed our underwear and were now fully exposed to Donna, a girl, my sister. There was really no way to hide ourselves and I remember getting an immediate erection. At that age, I had no idea how or why that happened, but it certainly added to my embarrassment.
This went on every night all summer long. I was very self conscious of Donna seeing my penis, and I know my twin cousins were also. Even though Donna's purpose was to wash the younger boys, us older guys were really only a couple of feet away, on full display the whole time. We were instructed to use plenty of soap under our arms and between our legs. None of us boys had any pubic hair yet and our genitals were still very boyish. We all had erections several times throughout the summer, although there was never a mention made of them. I always hated getting one and would try to turn away from Donna but that was impossible.. As I stated, I didn't know why they happened, although now I realize it was from the humiliation I felt. It also seemed that when one of us boys would get an erection, it didn't take long for another one or two of us to follow. Believe me, there are not many things more embarrassing than standing two or three feet away from your older sister with your erection in front of your teenage sister.
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