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wanabie
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Date Posted: 04:48:18 11/10/01 Sat
am I so angry, full of hate?
where does this hate come from.
Where does this rage lie dormant, so that it can be roused any time?
Where does this hurt get off? when will it leave me?
or rather...
when can I leave it behind?
I need a wire brush for my soul.
Scrub away the grime that builds up as I stumble through life.
scrub away the dirt there after all my stupid mistakes, and wrong decisions.
GOD! don't make me stand up there on centre stage.
please don't make me step into the limelight, when I am so full of filth, and rage and pain, and mistakes and wrong decisions.
surely there is someone that is better equiped. Stronger. More refined.
But you chose me.
You decided that it was me who would stand on that centre stage, and tell the world what you have done for me.
LISTEN TO ME people who dwell under the sun. Everything you know is meaningless. Look at me. I am worthless. I am less than nothing.
You run about in your toil, running after gain, and possesion, and that is chasing after wind, you will never satisfy that dragon.
You live to drink, but I say to you.
I DRINK TO LIVE!
you live to eat, but I say to you,
I EAT TO LIVE!
because there is living water, and there is bread from heaven, and it gives life.
Look at me. I am worthless, full of sin, and pride and comtempt. I am less than nothing.
I ate this bread, and I am alive, and I have power in the name of the one who sent me.
I drank this water, and now I can share HIS life with you.
I lay down my life, the tattered remains of an empty existance. Worthless I am. no more than dust.
but I handed this nothing to God, and he made it something.
He gave me purpose. He gave me life. He gave me Eternity.
I love my lord forever.
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