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Date Posted:21:26:31 09/11/09 Fri Author Host/IP: c-75-64-142-155.hsd1.ms.comcast.net/75.64.142.155
I'm reading all the lack of success stories re. jobs. I find myself developing a negative outlook based on this. I try to have hope and believe God has a plan and will lead me somewhere in due season. He has done the supernatural that i did not deserve or earn plenty times. Why would He not do it again? But, it's hard to believe sometimes. He never said it'd be easy and faith that is stretched becomes stronger. I do sometimes wonder if I'm just self willing and I need to just let go of nursing and accept it ended. Sometimes there is a stress I feel and it's that I should move on. I'm not in a hurry - I just want something in detox or recovery - but I don't want to waste my mental and spiritual energy on something useless for me. So, I quess all I can do is keep seeking God's will and direction daily. I'll know when I know- more will be revealed. That much I know right now. There's a song that describes me when it says, "I want it all and I want it now." I also think of the one by the Cyress liitle girl- "It doesn't matter where I end up-it's in the climb" What matters so often-what we learn and gain is from the climb itself. I can look back one day and say, "that torture I went through built so much character in me I'm almost grateful. Thanks that's all I got now.
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