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Date Posted: 14:01:15 10/15/20 Thu
In reply to:
Justin
's message, "Re: Having Second Thoughts" on 16:11:24 10/14/20 Wed
Justin, what I mean about having second thoughts is, it's one thing to be so mad at someone you could beat their behind, you may sometimes see bad behavior from random teenagers and think "That girl needs her ass beat!" and being a mother and a single parent at that it's like a duty to spank your kids. It's not how I had originally invisioned parenting, and it may not be the best way, but with all things considered it works and is really the only logical option.
But Amanda is not my daughter. Although we've become close and she's become in a way one of the family, she is just a renter. And she really is such a sweet likeable girl, lovable actually. The thought of paddling her butt until she can't sit down, which is what I intend to do is in one way appealing because she has certainly earned it, but it's not all that easy to hurt someone you're fond of.
As I said before, she's really only doing what 20 year olds do. I'm pretty sure renters past and present have done them too and that's all good, just not in my house and not around my daughters. I'm sure the two other girls currently upstairs party and all the rest. Not sure about the one, she's an athlete and pretty health conscious but she may. The others don't ignore my girls, but they aren't as active with them as Amanda. My daughters like the other girls and perhaps admire them, but they idolize Amanda and she is a big influence on them. I'm sure that Amanda has been high or a little loopy when hanging with the girls or at dinner. The older two are 11 and 9 and although they're not exposed to a lot of that, even at that age they pick up on things. There's not a lot that gets past kids these days.
One other concern I have is exactly what are MY motives. Regardless of whether Amanda has a desire to be spanked or she just sees it as a way out of eviction, I have to wonder what my own motives are being agreeable to this. I tell myself that it's her own suggestion, it seems a logical alternative, but lets face it, whether you are bi, gay or straight, male or female, have a fetish or not, the thought of having a cute bare bottom across your knees (who isn't related) to give a good spanking to is hard to pass up.
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