Date Posted:03:14:11 03/17/05 Thu Author:Tomas Stuber Author Host/IP: 12-223-186-188.client.insightbb.com / 12.223.186.188 Subject: Re: FREE POETRY CHAT-JOIN US In reply to:
TATTOO FAERIE
's message, "FREE POETRY CHAT-JOIN US" on 11:17:24 12/13/02 Fri
I just hope someone reads this i know this probably is not how your site works but i figured id leave this and anyone wantin to respond can hit me at track_love2002@yahoo.com
I remeber growin up in the struggle, wonderin, will things ever get better, it makes me think of all the people before me, how, why, where did i go wrong, or was this meant to be, i guess i was just meant to see what it's like in the gutta, chillin wit rats, roaches, killas and thug coaches. I try to paint the picture of how it is but you'll never know what its like to be born into a life sentance bid, what do i tell me seed when moms cryin, tryin to water the only thing in my life that's for worth dyin. By her i try to do right but all i see is wrong, all i see is the pack, the flip, eatin a meal back at home, see that wasn't so hard was it but they say in the eyes of God that i done wrong, Please Explain!, my daughter just ate a four course meal, I got to pay my bills, my wife gets to stay off the pills, but i sinned, ya dont know what its like where i been, in the dumpsters are the remains of many men, who once stood tall full of hate, and gin, only to fall victim when i rushed, When I Hopped Off the Bus, in the exaggerated fear of broken trust, related or not, surely i gotta bust, and thus provide and escape, from those girls who holla rape..., help.., fire., the yelp only feeds the desire inside me, as i try to calm her wirey lies, she hittin this one outta the park wit those eyes, and the sheer surprise of it all is what broke my stride, All I Did Was Smack Her Butt. Aight, yeah i gave her her first taste, but tonight, all i did was paste this flower to these chocolates tryin to reach first base, see, it all started, she caught me slippin, i told her i had a lil cheeze and a baby, and allofasudden she tryin to be my old lady, and when i wasnt havin it, she decided that her COUSIN, would be the best man to pen the rest of my story,well i was taught that men of glory, shall always prevail over sin and wolrdly ways, but still to this day, i find myself, dayzed and confused, i find myself, takin a path through this game i know i shall lose, but thats why im here today, lookin for a ray of hope, lookin for a way to cope, lookin for a way to get me and my brother to stop thinkin about dope, stop thinkin about crime, cause all its payin is hard time, and the last time i checked homie, those was some small dimes. thats my time
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