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fiona (sad)
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Date Posted: 10:44:04 04/20/08 Sun
Hi there
First time posting on this site so bare with me.Hope it doesn,t come out all wrong
Diogonised with dsyslexia about a year and a half ago.
Don,t ever remember having too much trouble at school though i couldn,t spell very well ,had bad grammer and i couldn,t do maths especally my times tables.
Have got a really bad sense of direction don,t know my left and right.Bad memory ,forgetting where i was on holiday, conversations,faces,stories i,ve read films i,ve seen ect ect
Dispite all this i hold down 4 jobs 2 cleaning jobs, a nanny job and a nursery job.Nanning sometimes hard as i,ve to do there homework with them and they make fun of me if i can,t do it(nicely they,re not bad kids like some i,ve looked after)and at the nursery can,t always remember things to tell there mums they,ve done or take in everything thats going on around me.
Have always had trouble making friends feel like i live my life in a bubble with me on the inside and everyone else on the outside.Trying to please everyone all the time never being able to say no.Never feeling good enough always trying hard but not seeming to get anywhere
Was with my ex 20yrs he was always putting me down and telling me how i,d never be able to cope without him.Left him 5 yrs ago .By myself now trying dating again ( mainly internet)Have met a few people but dates seem to last less than an hour then they walk out.Don,t seem to be able to hold a proper conversation( words come out wrong)or be able to look them in the eye.
I aways thought dyslexia was about reading and writing not all this other stuff how do you all cope?As i said i,ve been digonised a short time so don,t know what is the dyslexia and whats normal.Will stop my rantings now thanks for listening
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