I'm a little confused by your post. I take it you are pregnant - how far along are you? How does your boyfriend feel about it? How do you really feel about it?
I am always for having a baby - and I like to say that abortion is a permanent answer for temporary problems.
So, you ask should you even consider having this baby? YES. You should consider it, consider how it will enrich and enhance your life.
I have two children - I can't imagine my life without them.