Author:
Pat
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Date Posted: 06/11/08 11:38am
Kay,
I am so sorry you are going through this. It was wrong for them not to warn you about this possibility. I am well aware of the horrible repercussions an abortion experience can have.
I have had some problems myself. I had horrible nightmares for months after my own experience, and I didn't even actually go through with an abortion. Just the thought I could have done that was enough! So I have a small inkling of how you feel.
I don't normally do this, but I am going to leave my email address. Please feel free to write to me. This is because I don't visit this board that often. I will be here for you, and I'll talk to you about each of the things you are experiencing. Please know that God loves you, and He has already paid for your abortion, so you can seek forgiveness with Him. Read the Psalms. I think you will find them comforting. I want to tell you about two people, and how God dealt with them. The first was King David. David wanted Bathsheba, so he sent her husband to the front lines in battle so that he would be killed, and David could have Bathsheba. But not only did God forgive him, but He said David was a man after His own heart, and He arranged that David would be in the lineage of Jesus. The other one was Saul. Saul went around murdering Christians. He was involved in the stoning of Stephen, the first Christian martyr. What did God do about it? He appeared to Saul on the road to Damascus, and called him to become an apostle. I owe my faith to Saul (Paul) because he preached to my ancestors.
If God can and will do this for these two men, He WILL forgive your sin. All you have to do is ask with a sincere heart.
Forgiving yourself is often harder. But it can be done. You can experience spiritual healing. Ask God to help you forgive yourself.
You can get one-on-one counseling, usually from a woman who has experienced abortion herself, and there are other programs as well. To find a program in your area, go to this web site: pregnancycenters.org.
You will be in my prayers. Jesus loves you, and so do we.
Hugs,
Pat
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