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] Date Posted:03/27/08 9:31pm
Hi, it has been a while since I posted. I had a tramatic pregnancy experience and the father let me out to dry. I had my baby boy. He was premature, but he is a joy to have. I am still stressed out about the father, but I'm feeling less and less about him. My baby has gone through so much being born early and so I am extra careful with him. I just want to thank everyone that wrote to me when I was loosing my mind. I was suicidal too and that really scared me. I had no idea I could feel that way being pregnant. It wasn't a good experience, but God has really worked a miracle in my life and now I'm am just focusing on all the positive things that have taken place.
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Date Posted:04/ 2/08 3:23pm
Jessica~
Hello! SO good to hear from you and CONGRATS!!! We rejoice with you in your amazing blessing! :)
How are things going with the father? I know you said you are stressed out, but is he still denying paternity? Does his wife know about you and the baby?
And those pregnancy hormones can really work a number on a woman! Add the stress that you had and it's no wonder you were feeling the way you were! Jess, we are so happy for you and glad that you are in a more stable place in your life! Enjoy your little man and please don't be a stranger! My e-mail is always open! If you ever find yourself needing assistance, please let us know! We will do our best to find resources in your area to help!
Thanks so much for coming back and giving us an update!!!
God bless,
Tracey
Date Posted:04/ 7/08 1:41am
Thanks so much for all your encouragement. Yes, he won't even speak to me. I tried to call him at his job and he made it seem like I was harassing him, so I stopped trying. I tried so hard to keep in mind that he already has a family so I'm trying to respect that I guess, but I feel a little cheated. I don't really know what his wife knows. He has cut all communication with me. But, it's okay for now I guess. It's hard sometimes. I just can't waste anymore time stressing out about him(the father). I finally came to that conclusion. I really want to be focussed so I can take care of Jordan.
Date Posted:04/27/08 7:58pm
Tracey, do you know any good centers in my area that can help me. I am so depressed again. I love my baby and don't know what to do. I have friends helping out sometimes. I don't feel I'm a good mom for being sad so much. Honestly I don't know if the depression ever left and I was trying to be strong for Jordan. People tell me it will get better just give it time. I'm sorry for rambling on and on. I just needed an outlet tonight. I finally got Jordan to sleep tonight. I think the hardest thing for me is when I see his dad. I only see him now in passing on the highway, but it is still hard some times. One day he was even parked outside of the drug store when I came out, but he wouldn't speak to me. He just watched me. Another time I saw him drive up to my house and then he turned around. I really don't think he wants to hurt me. A friend said that he is just scared and to give him a little more time, he will probably come around and do the right thing. Do you think he wants to see his son? I've stopped calling him because he would never return my calls. I try not to think about it sometimes because it gets to be too much. I haven't forced child support on him yet, do you think I should? Given my situation and his, will that be more of a hassle for me?
Date Posted:05/29/08 5:54pm
Jess~
Hello!!! I e-mailed you 2x...I was worried about you!!! Glad to hear it was just your e-mail acting up. I started worrying that I may have said something wrong! lol You might want to try and create a new e-mail account somewhere, like hotmail.com or yahoo.com, gmail.com, etc. Then you can e-mail me at tboguski@hotmail.com or xappsys@gmail.com ---these are my two e-mail accounts. :) I also gave you my phone number in the e-mail...of course you can't get that if your e-mail isn't working! lol I am here for you, Jess. I hope we can chat more. You are and your little boy are in my thoughts and prayers!!!
God bless,
Tracey
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