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>HEy iam feeling the same way as you are i did the same >exac thing! I was with my boyfriend for 5 months and >in the beginning he was all obsessed with me and never >left me alone and shit! And then i was the one who >really started to like him back, i would have doen >anyting for him! And then we started fighting more and >more... When i was nice to him, he was a total >assholoe to me,a nd then i would start being nice >again , because i realized how much i oved him! Wehn >i was with him, i never acted liek i wanted to be! I >acted like i didnt carea and i broke up with him every >other day, and then finally he coulodnt take it >anymore, so he broke up with me! We didnt tal for like >5 days, and it hurt so bad to see him with other >people! Well then prom night came and we ended up >going together! When we were at the prom i reali8zed >that i loved him so much! Well he was once agian >treatin me like shit! SO i told him taht i was going >with another guy to get drunk after the prom so tehn >he started being nice again so i went to his house >with him to get drunk! Well we were all drinking and >having a good time when his BROTHER comes home and was >saying that he wants to sleep with me and shit! And >then me and my boyfriend were getting ready to have >sex and i didnt want him to see me naked, so he >wouoldnt have sex with me! So then i said well if you >dont have sex with me then your brother will! And >thats when shit hit the fan! HE hit me, so i bit his >cheek and then he beat the piss out of me! Well then >his brother came into the room and told him to stop >hitting me! So then i started to leave and his brother >chased me up the street and asked where i was going! I >said that i was going to go home! ANd then i had to >pee and he wanted to drink another beer so we went >back! My boyfriend then said to me taht it was over >adn he never wanted to see me again! So i went to go >pee in his bathroom, and he came with me, and theni >was up on him and stuff! And then antoher fight broke >out, but i cant remember how! SO his brothers like i >will come to your house and drink with you if you dont >wannna be here so iam like alrighT! So we went up to >my house and we drank and then we had a lot of sex and >other things. Well then i felt bad and called my ex >boyfreind and told him that his brother was at my >house! And he woulodt talk to me! So the next night i >got really drunk agian and his friends were at my >house and i told them all about me and his brother, >the friends were freinds with him and his brother. So >naturally they told my boyfriend all about waht i did! >HOw and why and shit! And then he wouldnt talk to me! >Now its been 5 or 6 days, and he hates me! It hurts so >bad when he tells me not to talk to him and that he >hates me and that i ruined his life and he wants me >out of his life and he doesnt love me anymore and hes >movin on! Last nite he called the cops on me because i >wouldnt leave him alone! I want him back and iam still >kinda in the denial stage about it! Next stage comes >the anger stage and iam afraid that iam going to do >something that i will regret! I will have to kill a >bitch if i see her talking to him! Or even look at hm! >WHen i see him with another girl, so much anger just >builds up inside of me and i cant take it! I feel like >iam so crazy, but when i think about it i just cant >stop and give up, although i know i should! Its >impossible!there are a million other guys in the >world, but the only guy i want is him, for 4 weeks >straight i have been partying with his friends and my >self and other guys! bUT I CANT EVEN LOOK AT ANTOHER >GUY WHEN I THINK ABOUT HIM! I think i need to get >help, because the only way i can be happy is if iam hi >or drunk! ~Im So lost and CONFUSED~ I have so many >different emotions!

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