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Date Posted: 15:21:33 09/26/06 Tue
Author: Timelessheart
Subject: I Do Want to Love You

I Do Want to Love You

You were born far away land
a death beyond no reason to
understand
a circle of life begins and wonders
a violance that cannot be change
I do want to love you
in many ways
tell me why are you so scared
I repeat myself each day knowing
on what to say and do
I began to understand fear stood its
way
I created more problems that I can
handle
I was wondering in time would I be
ever saved
tell me why are you are scared
is it the memories you cannot
erase
is it things life that harm you
it scares me to know you are scared
I do want to love you
just knowing I don't know how
I gave it all once
never knew it can happen again
I tried with you but I felt fear
inside me to with you
I knew you love me
but I could not try
I do want to love you
can you show me how
my mind wonders in worries
knowing what is out there
never start life
it was taken away
was never love
learning how its a start
once again
I tried to love you but I couldn't
in many ways
don't get me wrong
I do want to love my fear in life
and you scared to know what I fear
the most
to be with you life gives meaning
to want to understand why
now time goes on
I don't know what I want
I tried twice to be with you
I seemed to fail
my fear of you was getting worse
inside
felt you were scared of me
now I moved on
found another in my life
maybe this time I would love
again and move on with life
I spoken to my kids
letting know mom needs to go
maybe far my heart still is there
I need to learn how to live
and be happy inside
my kids can't hold me any longer
but why do I fear inside
I may say good bye to my kids
but yet I would hold them close
to my heart
don't matter what I do
cannot please anyone except myself
what do I do to make me smile
and live on with another
do I stay because of my kids
or do I go on life
I wish for the best
knowing I do want to love you

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