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Date Posted: 16:02:15 10/06/09 Tue
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's message, "WHAT IS MY ILLNESS TELLING ME? - A SAINT GERMAIN CHANNEL" on 15:15:58 10/06/09 Tue
The following channel is part of a reading that was requested by a client.
Dear friend, you’ve had a HEART-ATTACK, and the good news is that you are still here.
I am Yeshua, along with Saint-Germain, my dear friend, Miriam, and Alexandra and Dan. We’ve come to join you in a moment of silent reflection.
Beloved, there is nothing more to ponder. There is no “WHY ME?” to it. The facts are that it happened, and you are here. This is all that matters. You are here because your experiences on Earth have not yet been completed. There is still more to come. Spirit has something in mind for you.
Please remember WHO YOU ARE. You are the voice and hands of God. You are here to help accomplish the Great Work. You ask us whether your time on Earth is done. Tell me, what do you feel?
After such an occurrence as yours, it is understandable to question whether your life has come to its natural end. Please know that you have reached a major turning point in your earthly sojourn, not an end to it.
A lifetime of experiences culminated for you when you had your heart attack. Now you find yourself at a crossroads, standing at the intersection of “what was, and what still could be”. Before continuing your journey, it is appropriate to consider which path you will take up. We ask you to be still for a moment and review this.
STANDING AT THE CROSSROADS
First, my friend, consider that you’ve had a lifetime to recognize that you are loved by God – that you are a Child of God and loved in every moment of your very precious life. In the lifetime you have just completed, you have come to know this with certainty, and you have felt its uplifting and inspiring effects.
Secondly, you’ve had ample opportunity to listen to those around you – to feel the impact of their beliefs and to suffer from their distorted perceptions about love. You have observed how they judge you, themselves, and the world around them. How they crave, yet fail to recognize the Love of God that is there for all. You have come to know this with certainty, and you have felt its oppressive effects.
Here at the crossroads, you hold a lifetime of experiences in the balance. Now you can make a decision about them. You’ve experienced the truth of God’s Love, and the pain of its denial. You know that DENIAL carries you DOWNWARD IN A SPIRAL O FEAR, CONFLICT, AND STRIFE, whereas affirmation and alignment enliven your spirits.
Since your experiences have led you to the certainty that only God’s Love is real and true, and everything else is false and unreal, your decision at the crossroads is clear. You can take up the path of joy and love, IF YOU CHOOSE, and TURN YOUR BACK ON the path of pain and suffering FOREVER.
I ask you to look at your beliefs in the coming days, and release anything that no longer serves you on your New Path.
YOUR NEW LIFE BEGINS
Good friend, your heart is recovering from the pain and hurt of a lifetime. It will continue to do this, as you release your fear of being separated from God’s Love. This worry may still haunt you, and it is understandable, especially considering the trauma you have recently experienced. But this fear is not yours. It belongs to a world, and a life path, that you have left behind. Your passage in joy is assured, if you allow it. Remember this, and it will free you from the dominion of fear.
In the days of recovery that lie before you, remind yourself daily of the truth about love. This will take you into a higher, more refined awareness. Here you will perceive yourself correctly – as the perfect, and perfectly unique embodiment of God’s Love That You Are.
This true perception will bring an even greater flow of life force into your cells. It will revive your body, mind, and emotions, and help you move into the next phase of your life; because indeed, there is New Life for you here.
Cherished one, you will be of great service to God, humanity, and your ideals. We know that you have a great desire to realize a vision of peace, love, and universal brotherhood – to be in service to these grand ideals. You will receive new assignments from your Soul about this soon. But for now, I encourage you to bear witness to the miracle of your life, and allow this knowledge to revitalize you.
Your New Life begins now. Allow this to be so, and so it shall be.
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A Saint-Germain Channel:
WHO IS "NOT GOOD ENOUGH"?
Greetings. I AM Saint-Germain.
How many times have you asked yourself, "When will I receive the goodness I deserve, especially after all the good I have done for others?"
Too often to remember, is what most of you would say, and this would be essentially correct.
What about all the times you were told, "Do what you love, and the money will follow," - only to find that when you did, you weren't valued by the ones you chose to serve?
Again, more times than you might care to recall.
What does it mean to feel that you're "not good enough," no matter how hard you try? And why do these feelings seem to keep good things from happening to you?
Feeling that you're not good enough, or that you're not good at what you do, means that somewhere deep inside, you feel unworthy of love, and you believe that you must do something about it.
This misperception formed the first time you felt separated from the love around you. For many, this happened during childhood.
Perhaps you were criticized for something you did or said. Often the words, "You've been a bad boy" or "Don't be a bad girl" were heard. The circumstances were not as important as the feelings they evoked in you. Feelings that reside within you, even now.
When you are told that you've been "bad" by someone you love, how can you ever hope to feel "good" about yourself afterward, especially if you are punished for this, too?
Instead, YOU INTERNALIZE THE HURT.
And as more such painful experiences accumulate, you begin to believe they are true.
Soon, you accept that there is something wrong with you, and that you must try harder to win the approval of those around you.
And so, your journey into suffering begins.
INNER CONFLICTS ABOUT YOUR WORTH
Any time you feel that you're not good enough, you can be certain that part of you is convinced that you must try harder to be loved. This isolated portion of your self-awareness seems to be in direct conflict with the core part of you that remembers your worth and goodness.
This internal conflict is common in children, and unless it is healed with love and understanding, it will be carried over into adulthood. Inner conflicts like these can paralyze your capacity to feel love, and they can prevent you from enjoying the things you value most, whether at work or play.
Lightworkers are especially susceptible to this dilemma. Although you feel motivated to serve with compassion and understanding, what you do never seems to be quite good enough for you or others.
You have high hopes that you will be appreciated and even rewarded for who you are, and this encourages you to give more of yourself, but again with negligible results.
Your mind tells you that you've done everything correctly, but the empty feeling in your heart tells you that it wasn't enough.
The truth is that you are on a treadmill. You are conditioned to keep trying harder and harder to get things right, because deep down inside, you believe that you're "NOT GOOD ENOUGH" for good things to happen to you.
This belief can be traced back to the rejections you experienced as a child, simply because you felt the disturbances in your connection with others so profoundly.
WHO IS "NOT GOOD ENOUGH"?
"Not Good Enough" is the part of you that feels that you don't deserve good things to happen to you, or to be loved just as you are.
It is a portion of your living energy, the Spirit that you are, that was convinced in early childhood that it had been separated from God, you, and those around you. It still feels threatened today.
This part of your awareness believes that it is you, but it is not. It is a sub-personality or fragment of your ego.
It seems to have a life of its own, but it is only active when you focus your attention on it. Whenever you accept its belief that you are not good enough. In truth, it is only a misperception of who you think you are.
"Not Good Enough" is one of your important sub-personalities. It is so convinced that you are unworthy, that it can't imagine that you exist outside of this experience.
Because it believes this so completely, it waits for these conditions to be fulfilled, knowing that sooner or later you will be hurt by someone who finds you flawed and unlovable.
"Not Good Enough" is also A SABOTEUR. It will not allow you to escape its beliefs about who you are.
If you dare to do something that you love - something you're good at, or something that you feel good doing - it will feel threatened by this, and not permit it.
It will tell you that who you really are is "NOT GOOD ENOUGH," and because you are, you cannot possibly feel good about anything. It will remind you of this over and over, until you believe it again.
"Not Good Enough" will undermine you with DOUBT, SUSPICION, and SELF-JUDGMENT to the point that you abandon what feels good to you, or what you might enjoy doing.
If this doesn't work, it will draw down the disapproval of others upon you, SO THAT YOU CAN BLAME THEM them for your discouragement, instead of dealing with your own feelings of unworthiness.
LIGHTWORKER ILLUSIONS
Does this sound familiar? Many of you struggle with this. The tiredness, the discouragement, the pretty dreams that don't come true, no matter how hard you try to manifest them.
You like to attribute these setbacks to your ascension process, but this is not always so. Sometimes they are lightworker illusions.
This kind of illusion lets YOU CONTINUE SABOTAGING YOURSELF with feelings of unworthiness, without having to bring them to the light of consciousness.
It lets you pretend that ascension is about sacrificing what you love to do in order to grow in consciousness, when what you are really doing is sacrificing your consciousness in order to not grow at all.
Many of you want to serve. You like the idea of it, and you can imagine that it would feel good, if the world would only appreciate you while you are doing it.
But wait. Who is this talking? Is this you, or is this "Not Good Enough" speaking on your behalf?
"Not Good Enough" is perfectly happy to let you be inspired by lightworker ideals, and to even let you get involved in these kinds of activities. But it will only let you enjoy yourself to the point that it feels threatened by your growing happiness and pleasure.
Then it will remind you that you are "Not Good Enough," and because you are, it is impossible for you to feel good about who or what you are.
It will tell you that no one knows how to appreciate you, or what you have to offer. It will tell you that an employer doesn't value your work, or a parent or spouse doesn't love you, as you deserve to be loved.
Perhaps it will tell you that the world isn't quite ready for someone as sensitive, aware, and loving as you. And when it has finished telling you all this, it will conclude by asking you to stop doing everything that you feel good about.
And that's what you'll do, because by now you've been convinced, once again, that "Not Good Enough" is who you are.
You'll find yourself believing that you don't deserve to be happy, or to have good things happen to you; and this is what you'll wind up creating, if you don't put a stop to it.
So, what do you do then?
Do you sit in a corner and wait for things to fall apart? No, dear friend. It's time for you to see THE GAME YOU’RE PLAYING WITH YOURSELF.
WHAT YOU CAN DO INSTEAD
Know that that you are good enough to live a life of love, fully connected to your Divinity. You are more than good enough. You are your Divinity.
God lives in you, as your innermost Self; and because God does, you can assume this perspective any time you like - anytime you hear the voice of doubt telling you, that all you are, is "Not Good Enough."
When you consciously choose this higher perspective about your Being, you take up the position of the neutral Observer.
You can look at the part of yourself that is confused, and offer it love, instead.
You can have compassion for its suffering, but you won't allow it to continue devastating your life.
You gently remind it Who You Really Are - a Child of God, and God, also.
Then you welcome it back home, into the integrated family of God's Divine qualities that you embody as the unique person that you are.
The greatest gift of kindness and reintegration that you can give to "Not Good Enough" is one of re-purposing.
You can tell it that you are whole, and wholly loved, just As You Are - and that it is welcome back in this place of Wholeness with you.
Remind it that you are in charge of love, and that you will give it all the love it needs. Then ask it to be vigilant for your goodness in a different way.
Ask it to be watchful for all the opportunities you will have to feel good about yourself, to do the things you enjoy, and to feel good about them as you do them.
Let this part of you safeguard YOUR GOODNESS, instead of SABOTAGING IT.
Take it back to the truth of your connection with God, and know that you will be supported in this.
And as you do, your life will be blessed in many ways.
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In the next few weeks, we would like to introduce you to a few important points that form the foundation of our Saint-Germain Book, A New World Awakens.
These key points have to do with YOUR IDENTITY.
They are about:
1) Who you think you are,
2) and Who You Are in truth.
These are fundamental distinctions. They are about fact and fiction. Illusion and reality. Forgetting your Divinity and remembering it fully.
Saint-Germain says that forgetting your Divinity is the root cause of suffering because it leads to a mis-identification with the ego.
The ego is the false you. It is who you "think" you are. It is not Who You Are in truth.
The ego is also the part of you that believes you are "Not Good Enough," and it encourages you to play this role everyday in your life.
The ego believes that you are not good enough to be accepted just as you are, or to be worthy of Life and Love.
Saint-Germain says that this is an illusion we must all dismiss.
In this current channeled message from Saint-Germain, we would like to talk to you about what happens when you forget your Divinity.
To illustrate this, we will introduce you to "Not Good Enough." This is someone you may know very well already.
Then in a second channeled message, which will arrive in about a week, we will tell you the Truth About You.
This second channel from Saint-Germain will help you remember Who You Really Are.
It will help you recall the truth about your Divinity.
As Saint-Germain has said before, "This is the Truth that sets you free."
It is a beacon in the night, and a source of clarity that opens the heart.
We invite you now to read "Who Is Not Good Enough?" This is the channel from Saint-Germain that is included in this email.
As you do, read it from a place of understanding and compassion for yourself.
It is here to illuminate your path. Not to judge you in any way.
Then in one week, we will send you a second message from Saint-Germain that will put everything into Divine perspective.
Until then, much love.
Alexandra and Dan
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