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Date Posted: 20:11:11 08/05/16 Fri
Author: Sue
Subject: Re: Limbo
In reply to: Sun 's message, "Re: Limbo" on 11:23:55 08/05/16 Fri

Sun, thanks for your reply but yes starting to lose respect for myself ,,,my memory is getting worse and that's affecting my work performance i feel. My husband wants to keep the home but in order for me to live anywhere near my family,i need for him to help me out financially for a while and he just calls me crazy and says it's all in my head. I don't earn enough to live on my own. And I have so many that depend on much of the time to help them with their needs. Even though I need to take care of myself, I feel constantly torn. And depressed. I'm doing what I can to live (survive is a better word at this point) each day however it's hard. And it's getting harder. I guess I question how much further I can go down. Again on antidepressants but they haven't kicked in yet and am I hiding by even taking them i wonder.. so I'm extremely busy all the time and part of this is not because I have to right then take care of things, I've always been high energy, but also I feel like sometimes he has kept me busy all of my life doing things for him so that I wouldn't have time to think. He is constantly bitching about things that need to be done that I of course should be doing not him. I feel like I'm in the fun house at the carnival. Everything is just completely distorted. I also look at myself in the mirror and I'm getting older and while people tell me I look good for my age I feel like I'm in the Funhouse there too. It's sort of sick to feel this way. I feel as though I never have time to relax . Or think about going on in my life and in my marriage... total limbo!, Although I think about it on a daily basis. Does anybody else understand what I'm saying?

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