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Subject: what do i do

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Date Posted: 02:17:34 11/04/05 Fri
In reply to: ow 's message, "hurting myself" on 13:41:08 05/20/04 Thu

when i feel like crap i cut myself, i cut deep with a razor and cry my eyes out untill i feel my punishment is done.
all my friends say i help them heeps i make them feel good about themself and make them happy, im like a million peoples best friends at the moment, when people have a problem they come to me they think i can fix everything!
the thing is none of my friends ever try to make me feel better, every night i go on a major low and i just wanna die, so much shit has happened in my life and i just want to get rid of it!
everytime something happens i cut and cut, once it got so bad i was cutting every night untill my mum saw and she trashed my room until she found the razor...she took it of me and i felt lost i was screaming at myself i was like two people.wen i finally in the midle of the night found a razor i took it to peices and cut deeper then i had ever done i knickd the vein i thought my arm was gonna fall off!! i hurt for weeks and weeks i dont knoe how the skool found out but it did..
when i cut if feels like i have two halves one half is screaming to hurt myself but the other is so scared it will just do whatever, i try and get away from it and cry so much my evey welt up and i loose my voice!
these days i want to be anorexic but i cant stopeating, i think i have a hue problem, but everyone says i am the most happiest person they know!!

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Re: what do i do	No name	08:11:12 06/07/06 Wed