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Date Posted: 22:28:05 10/30/01 Tue
Author: vit
Subject: 寄給虛無愛情的信

從來沒有想, 會有機會, 並且願意為一個人寫了好幾百封信.
到頭來, 也沒有想到, 會再沒有勇氣把信寄出.
缺乏這種勇氣, 是人生面對很大無奈之後, 而成長出來的果實; 其縱橫深遠的根莖, 便是沈重打擊的傷痕.
可是就算有更大的無奈, 打擊再深, 我仍要默默接受, 事實不到我無視.
世事的荒謬往往如此, 好比寫了的信不寄, 而又放在這裡.
荒謬的背後, 通常都有些原因. 我的原因實在簡單不過, 雖然說出來似乎可以逼近偉大, 但全都無關重要了!
失去了可以共愛的人, 我承諾要寫信的誓言還有甚麼重要?
我說我愛她, 是我自己的重要.
她一再說: 她最愛的是那個人, 是這個人. 那是她自我的重要
因此我不可能不重視, 她最愛的人至死不會是我的問題.
人生, 愛情, 信的連鎖荒謬因此形成.
選擇不寄的藉口可以長篇, 不過任何大論已無補於事.
我求的只是心安.
她用說話把我愛她的心殺死, 我用不寄的信…裡面的話…求贖我失去在她手裡的悲愴靈魂, 這就是我求的心安, 於此而已.

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