| Subject: Re: a phone call for heather!!! |
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Lori
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Date Posted: 10:58:44 02/17/06 Fri
In reply to:
SUSAN F
's message, "Re: a phone call" on 08:52:55 02/17/06 Fri
Heather,
Not that they wanted info, it is just as hard for spencer to know that he has lost the best thing in his life....family, and if you would have given a response, a positive response he would have been content and kept doing what he's doing. Knowing that your not completly gone yet. My husband was a heroin addict,he stayed clean for a while until after our baby was born, then he started useing again, he would pull the same thing with me. Only he never left. I had to deal with it on a daily basis. I stayed clean thru it all, because of our daughter, I used to think that the only way I was going to get away from him and give our daughter a chance was if he was dead. 15 months later he was, and as sad as it was, my life only got better. I don't wish this for anyone, stay away from him if you have to and protect your son. Before you start having feelings like I did. I hold alot of guilt because of that. God will give you what you ask for, so becarful. Maybe he will want life more than drugs someday, you sound like a nice girl and a good mom and you also need a life, move on with it do what it takes to keep you and your son happy and safe, even if you have to do it alone for awhile.
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