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Bren
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Date Posted: 06:39:27 02/28/06 Tue
I spoke with detective yesterday, They have the man who chashed the check. He was already in jail. He told them he kept 100 and gave Val 700. which she used for two 8-balls...whatever that is...I know it's meth...and seemingly alot of it.
He told me to try and convince her to come in on her own. I told her ex-husband and he talked to her. She called me last night and askd me to bring her kids so she can tell them goodbye before she went to jail. I spent hours crying with her. Begging her to understand. I told her I would rather put her in jail and get her away from the drugs, and the ppl she was with than put her in the ground. She said yes I know mom but you just put me right in the middle of these ppl. For some reason she thinks they are going to kill her or beat her up in there.
She wasn't angry with me as much as resigned to the fact that she is going. She gave me a hug, and I didn't think either of us was ever going to let go. We stood there and sobbed and sobbed. She told me she was scared, and I told her I was too but that I was more scared of what was going to happen to her if she didn't go. I asked her if I can come see her, if she would want to see me, and she said yes, but if she gets beat up or something she doesn't want anyone coming to see her cause she doesn't want us to see her like that.
She asked me to tell her daddy, and little brother and sister that she loves them. And her cell phone is dead so she can't tell daddy she loves him, I offered her use of my cell, but she said no cause he would make her sad. probably best cause dad's hurt takes the form of anger.
at one point when I told her I did it to keep her from the drugs, she told me then put me in rehab, not jail. I had to tell her because you are not ready for rehab. If rehab is only an option to jail, she's not ready, maybe when she gets out she will be. but right now she is still defending her BF. The detective pulled up his record for me, and he has a list aslong as your arm, including a couple charges for making it. He's really bad news, Val said the the detective has made it his lifes work to put him back in jail. So that right there made me determine to see this through. This morning I have to take her to the sheriff's dept. and let them arrest my daughter, my head knows it is the right thing to do, my heart on the other hand is being torn from my chest. I have cried all night. I woke up crying, my head and eyes hurt so much from all the tears. I wish to God there was another way. But I know there isn't.
Thank you ladies for all the prayers,I really need them right now, And thank you for your acceptance, and you caring comments, they really do help.
Bren
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