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Date Posted:14:03:02 12/29/08 Mon In reply to:
Dana
's message, "Re: I am so confused about the effects" on 09:18:34 12/29/08 Mon
Dana, I am so sorry for your loss. I wish that my ex would get the help he needs, but I doubt that will happen. I don't know if he will do meth again or not but I know that it has already destroyed my life and I couldn't even tell you what it looks like. I am glad to have found this outlet to be able to talk about this stuff openly because I can't even talk to my friends about all this. They don't understand my connection to him. Quite frankly I don't understand it either. One day I am ready to move on because I am tired of hurting and the next... all he has to do is call and I'm there. It's strange to me that we had a great marriage for 11 years up until the last several months of it and it all happened so fast. I think that is what has made it so hard for me. It's going on five years now and I can't let it go...he doesn't let me go either. On his behalf I do need to say he is a good Dad to the our kids. I don't have to worry about him doing meth around them. I have worried about him taking his own life, then another part of me thinks he's too full of himself to do that. Please pray for me, I do need it desperately and I will do the same for you and your family. I have thought about going to counseling myself but I'm not even sure that will help. Through my job I know several therapists but I feel like I know what they will say and I'm not sure it would do any good. My mind and my heart are two different things and I seem to go with my heart instead of my mind. I don't know what the future holds for me anymore and I'm so tired of worrying about it. It's so nice to talk with someone like you that has some understanding.
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