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Subject: Re: Sad Grandmother

Author:
Heather

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Date Posted: 18:45:07 04/15/07 Sun
In reply to: Lisa 's message, "Re: Sad Grandmother" on 16:46:47 04/13/07 Fri

Glad I could help. I think I have finally came to a true understanding of the illness. I have always known it was an illness but kept thinking somehow he could just snap out of it. Well that isnt going to happen. Each addict is different and the meth has really messed up his head. He needs medical help now. He is mentally unstable and now he realizes it. Weird that it took him to tell me how unstable his head is for me to really grasp it. I knew, but he manipulated the situation so good. Now he cant because he is losing control of his mind. It is sad. Soon I am sure he will be sicker than ever unless he gets seen by a doctor and put on some sort of medication according to the diagnosis of the doctor. He wants what everyone else wants, but cannot seem to get it. He says this. Each day his head is somewhere else and he forgets what he wanted the day before. Weird. Not even sure if he is actively using at this moment, but I thought about it this morning. He said last week that he sold his palm pilot cause he had no money. hmmmm. How could he have sold that so quick and who would just buy it? Maybe he sold it for drugs? I know he didnt pay me child support last month, I am sure the money probably went for drugs. I am due child support tomorrow which I am sure I will not get, but at the same time, I am not counting on it, cause I know what is going on either way. I cannot do anything for him. His problems bring me down and brings his own son down. He is a sick man and I just pray that God watches over him. He is miserable in his own skin and he wants to die. I feel so bad that he feels that way, but if he doesnt get the help he needs, that is exactly what will happen. His soul is empty according to him and is numb. He is just a human shell right now with basically no life in him. He knows what he has to do, but wont do it. I cannot change that nor can I force him. This week I have just asked him to let us go. He says he wants to be a dad to our son. I know deep down he does but at the same time he cant. He is having a difficult time just paying attention to himself.

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Subject	Author	Date
Re: Sad Grandmother	Lisa	21:24:40 04/15/07 Sun