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Heather
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Date Posted: 11:18:02 06/29/06 Thu
In reply to:
Hulalea
's message, "Re: I need your support, comments, advice" on 02:35:10 06/29/06 Thu
Thank you! I know he is sick and detaching for two months at a time has seemed to work, but I want him out of my life for good and my little boys life. He is no good for him. How do I explain that to my son? I just spoke with my mom and we both agreed that my son is acting up again. He is mean again and its only been since he seen his dad. I hope the judge understands my reasons. And if Spencer was really clean, he would do anything to see his son, including drug testing and NA, parenting classes, counseling, whatever it takes, but he's not doing that. He is being selfish and only thinking of himself.
I am detaching, and I am going to use everything God has given me to fight for my son's future. When I sit quietly and listen to GOd, he always gives me the answers. Do you know that I forgot so many things that had happened during the course of our relationship and when I sat quietly with God I remembered all of it and where to get the proof for the judge of so much more than you all could imagine. I will tell you after the court date. I don't want to post it now. Thank you Hula for reminding me always that God is on my side. It's not that I forget, but I continue to try to handle it myself. I'm giving it all back to God again, this time I will not take it back.
Kim, you are doing a great job. Just like me, you need to shut him out comlpletely. I'm not sure what the judge is going to say in either of our cases, but I will show all the evidence I have to the judge in order to save my son from the devil and I suggest you do the same for your kids. Sanity will set in when he is no longer around. I know what you are going through and I know its not easy. I do not have any feelings for Spencer except 'feeling sorry for him' and that is wearing off as we speak. He has done this to himself and I just cannot let my boy take what I took for so long. I am to blame as well for my sons confusion but it eats me up inside to think that my boy will not have his dad around, but then I remember - Spencer is in no way close to being what my son needs in his life as a dad. He made that choice and we all have to live with it. I can't wait for my court date. I really can't. I know that God will be there with me and I should have no worries about the outcome.
Thank you all for your support and advice.
I love you all - Heather
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