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Brokenwife
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Date Posted: 13:24:29 04/10/06 Mon
In reply to:
Shari
's message, "Re: Is it possible???" on 13:03:38 04/10/06 Mon
I didn't expect to see a reply so soon. I have a million things to do, but I find myself sitting here looking for answers. I have researched the drug numerous times. I know you are right. I just don't want to believe it. Maybe because it doesn't seem so extreme. Or, I have just grown so accustomed to his behaviors, that I fail to see what's really going on. I read your story, and I'm certain there is much more to it. Like I said before, you think your life is hard, then you read someone elses story. My prayers are with you. I have chosen the spiritual road also. It is the only place I find peace of heart and mind. God is the perfect husband. I would confront him, however, I just know in my heart that I won't believe him. I'm certain he will lie to me like he has many times before. He wants me to believe him just on his word and I don't feel I can do that. He feels that since he still provides for us, cares about his kids, comes home each night and is what appears to be "normal" to the outside world, that should be proof enough for me. He would deny using to the end. I know him. He will say he's quit. I'm not sure where he stands in his faith, but I hope that it's there. All I know is I sit in church without him, pray without him, and pray for both of us and our family. Like you said, it's in God's hands. Just deciding how to handle the present, for myself and my kids, is the hardest thing I've had to do.
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