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Author: EDWARD BELOVITSKIY |
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Date Posted: 01:33:44 09/18/03 Thu Dear Bhagavan Sri Sathya Sai Baba! I feel happy,because I can send this letter to You. Still my appeal to God was unreplied. For long years I have never gotten a reply from God for my numerous prayers. For a first time in my life I'm writing a letter to God, to Avatar living now, and i hope since- rely to get God's answer to my thoughts and feelings. My name is Edward Belovitskiy, I'm 38 years old and live in Russia in Vladivostok city. Since my childhood I always wanted to know what a sense and supreme pur- pose of human life is,and my own life especially. I tried to explain for myself a mystery of birth and death, to understand how and why the universe has been appeared. My childhood and youth past in Soviet Union. I studied in ordinary Soviet school. Teachers persua- ded us, children,that God doesn't exist,neither immor- tal soul. But I believed in my heart, that God really is, that universe has been created by Him, and His great power and will control everything. In 1992 I have opened my heart to Lord Jesus Christ and become His faithful disciple. For a few years I was studying a Bible. Something in this great book impressed me, but also it provoked a lot of unexplained questions, and I couldn't find the answers to them in Christian religion. So I have begun to look for answers in other religions and philosophies. I've started to read a Bhagavad-gita and Srimad Bhagavatam. And then I have found the complete and clear truth. In 2002 I have believed in Lord Sri Krishna, though I still keep faithful to Lord Jesus. I understand now that Sri Krishna and Jesus were two different Avatars. Also last year I've gotten to know about You, Sri Sathya Sai Baba, as I found Your site at Internet. But at that time I felt some distrust to You, and refused to admit Your Divinity. However, this March I've read a book "Scriptures are fulfilled" written by Kristina Gale-Kumar. In that book the Sgriptures of various nations have been examined and concluded that You, Sri Sathya Sai Baba is an Avatar living now. Lord Krishna said in Bhagavad-gita: "Whenever and wherever there is a decline in religious practice, O descendant of Bharata, and predominant rise of irreligion- at that time I descend Myself to deliver the pious and to annihilate the miserants, as well as to reestablish the principles of religion, I Myself appear,millennium after millennium." I believe that You, Sri Sathya Sai Baba, descended to the earth many times during the human history, every time under the different name, as a Kapila, Rama, Krishna, Budda, Jesus Christ, Chaitanya. Last time You have come as Sathya Sai Baba in 1926. You will leave this world in 2002. In 2030 You will be born again as Avatar Prema Sai. So, Bhagavan, now I'm Your faithful believer. However, I have a lot oif questions to You and I want to get the answers. One of these questions is extremely important for Hinduism, as a religion and philosophy. But it would come later. More easy questions at first. 1. Your last incarnation, Avatar Shirdi Sai Baba lived in nineteenth century at the same time as Rama- krishna, Who was an Avatar too. Is that possible, that two different Avatars lived at the same time in the same country? 2. As a present Avatar, You have been 24 years old as Sri Aurobindo has died. Was Sri Aurobindo an Avatar? 3. How can You comment the teaching of Jesus Christ second coming? When would He come? And what is going to happen with the world? 4. What is Your opinion about Osho Rajneesh? Also I want to know the truth about myself. 5. What were my first,middle and last names until 2002? Why have I changed them? 6. What happened in my life in May of 1978 and why has it happened?What was a name of another participant of that event? How did his life developn further? 7.Who was I in my last incarnation? What was my name? Where did I live? When have I been born and died? What did I do in that unknown life? What kind of person was I? Who were my relatives and friends? Whether does anyone of them take part in my present life? Also I would like to know about my other incarna- tions,most interesting of them. I don't ask You about my next incarnation, because I think I know about it. My knowledje is based on my belief in Bhagavan Sri Krishna. I believe that faithful bhaktas of Lord Krishna after their physical death get eternal spiritual bodies and live forever at one of numerous spiritual planets of Vaikuntha, where Bhagavan Krishna and His numerous expensions ( Vishnu ) rule. I am sure that exactly this kind of liberation is a supreme purpose of human life. I believe that Lord Krishna is an Origin and Creator, Supreme Personality of God, Who is always in His Kingdom, spiritual planet of Goloka Vrindavana. I believe that God is impersonal Brahman,SAT CHIT ANANDA. Also God is a Paramatma, Super Soul, Who is in every living creature. So God is a Single, but He has three aspects. You have written in Your book of Gita Vahini that a purpose of human life is the conjuction of individual soul with impersonal Brahman, SAT CHIT ANANDA. Srimad Bhagavatam, Canto 3, chapter 15 " The des- cription of the Kingdom of God" tells us about Kumars, four sons of Brahma, who have used their powers of yoga and gotten to a planet of Vaikuntha and met with Lord Vishnu. Also Lord Krishna said in Bhagavad-gita that our universe exists for 311 040 000 000 000 years , as long as Brahma lives. Then it would be destroyed. But spiri- tual universe of Vaikuntha is eternal, it has never been born and it would never be destroyed. Vaikuntha spiritual universe is four times more than our universe and the quantity of individual souls living there forever exceed in many times the quantity of souls of our material world, forced to be born and die again and again. born and never would die. I think that any reasonable man or woman would prefer eternal life at one of Vaikuntha planet and personal contact with Supreme Personality of God and reject to dissolve his or her individual soul in impersonal Brahman, which means the final lost of individuality. This is my opinion. What do You think about it? Obviously, You are an Avatar, so You know exactly, what the truth is. Excuse me for my insolence,but all I want is to find out the truth. Resently this desire has become just irresistable. However, the knowledge, extracted from books, even Scriptures can't satisfy me any more. I want to get the unlimited inner knowledge through realisation of my immortal soul. This is why I started to practise the pranoyama and kundalini yoga. I work hard to wake up my kundalini power and experience the samadhi. Yes! I wish to experience the conjuction of my soul with Brahman without dying, in my present life ! As well, I want to separate my astral body from the physical one and travel that way through the space and time. Then I would be able to meet Lord Krishna and Arjuna at the battle field of Kurukshetra. Then I would be able to see and listen Lord Jesus, making His sermon on the mount for His disciples. Ana then I would be able to see You, Bhagavan, and talk to You, if You would not mind, of course. This year I don't earn enough of money, so I can't afford the trip for Prasanthi Nilayam, India. But if I would succeed in astral traveling, sure, I'd have it done! I hope and pray that You would find a time to read my letter and answer to it. Please, send to me Yourlast (2003) picture. See You soon! With my great respect to You, Edward Belovitskiy May 30, 2003 My address: Edward Belovitskiy 46 Prospect Stoletia ap.44 Vladivostok 490048 Russia My e-mail: belovitskiy@yahoo.com [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] |