Date Posted:01:38:44 07/05/01 Thu Author:Shannon Subject: Again
He has popped back in
Written to me again
Words that seem to be
Kind, words maybe,
From a friend
But I am too afraid
Now to go back,
To let him in again.
I'm afraid that
All this pain
Will splash onto his
Feet, and we will be
All over again in
Agony
I cannot tell him
I love him anymore,
Even though I do
Because I'm afraid
I'll drive him away
I don't know what
To do
I don't want him
To know the tears
That I cry every
Day
Because I broke
My heart for him
And humbled myself
In every way
And he tells me he
Tried to show me
That I was good for
Something
Well what exactly
Was the something
I was good for?
I don't want to
Start to live and
Then just die
All over again.
