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[> [> [> [> [ unsure ] -- Sable, 17:22:15 09/23/02 Mon

She nods hesitantly, "I know," she says, and looks away from him, "I think-I think I might be pregnant Romulous.." she says quietly. She didn't know whether to be happy, or to cry...

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[> [> [> [> [> He stares for a moment. -- Romulus, 18:20:12 09/23/02 Mon

"But we haven't... not recently enough..... Then that means it must be Remus'...." He kisses her gently. "Sable it is not your fault, you didn't choose this. I will stand by you. I will not love them or raise them as my own, but I will always love you. I will be here for you during the pregnancy, and after. I'm sure Remus will not be. I can not force him to love them, if I would I could. I had always you to have my children though. Sable," he looks at her unsure of if he should ask. "One day, when these children are older, will you have mine? I mean to say, I had always imagined you having my children." Angry tears fall from his eyes, not at Sable but at Remus for taking everything from him. "We aren't even sure yet if you are definetly pregnant are we? I mean are you sure?"

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [ nod ] -- Sable, 18:36:23 09/23/02 Mon

She nods slowly, "The morning sickness started this morning.." she says, trying not to grow too emotional. She looks at him, still clutching his hand, what could she say..? She hated Remus and resented the child in her womb, but couldn't help but feel a maternal love for it as well. "I'm so sorry Romulous.." she whispers as a tear falls down her cheek, "I wish it was yours," she says softly and silent tears stream down steadily.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> He smiles weakly. -- Romulus, 18:40:53 09/23/02 Mon

"Don't worry Sable, it's OK. I will be here for you through out. I love you, I wish I could say I would love your children, but I will not lie to you." He kisses her gently again.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ hurt ] -- Sable, 18:44:25 09/23/02 Mon

She kisses him back softly and nods. She felt hurt that he would not love her children, but she could not blame him.. She nods, "I know," she says and looks away from him, letting go of his hand. She could not help but to feel alone...

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He looks at her wishing he could help. -- Romulus, 18:49:09 09/23/02 Mon

"I want to love your children I really do, if it was anybody else I would. Why couldn't it have been somebody else? I would have raised them as my own. I just can't, not Remus' children. I wish I could Sable, with all my heart. I will be here for you though, this will be difficult I know."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ nod ] -- Sable, 18:51:54 09/23/02 Mon

She nods and faces him, "Your hate for him so outpowers your love for me?" she asks quietly, knowing she shouldn't say it, but she wanted to know..

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He shakes his head. -- Romulus, 21:32:02 09/23/02 Mon

"No, Sable it doesn't. I just can't love them." He sighs sadly. Sable would never understand the hate he had for Remus. She had hate too, but it was different. Remus has always been taking things from him. It's always been that way. 12 generations ago it was that way. It wasn't just hate for Remus he had, but hate for the whole worthless family. Sable had reason to hate him as well he knew that, but he grew up with the bastard. He was the one who had to live with the tormenting, the picking on. The jealousy because Romulus would be a shaman. He had lived with it forever, Remus' parents killed his. "Sable believe me nothing is stronger than my love for you, but I fear this is one thing you can't ask me to do. I cannot love anyone who is related to him.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ understanding ] -- Sable, 04:38:32 09/24/02 Tue

She nods, understanding a little bit better but still feeling alone. She would have to raise this child on her own.. and love it.. alone. "I understand Romulous," she says.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He smiles softly. -- Romulus, 14:33:20 09/24/02 Tue

"Good." He sighs wanting to hold her close. She must be terrified, he would be if he were her. "Sable, do you want me to go tell Remus?"

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ shrug ] -- Sable, 19:05:25 09/24/02 Tue

She winces at the mention of Remus and shrugs slightly, "I doubt he would care.. but I guess he has a right to know," She didn't know if she really wanted him to know.. She was already humiliated in the clan.. if everyone knew she would be pittyed.. in that condascending way she hated. But he needed to know, to be aware of how much pain he caused... What if it was really Romulous' though? She wasn't absolutely sure, there was always that chance..he says looking down.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He sighs. -- Romulus, 19:46:01 09/24/02 Tue

"It can wait for now I think. I will help you to prepare for the babies, don't worry." He lies next to her. "Sable, don't worry you'll be a good mother I'm sure."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ weak smile ] -- Sable, 04:05:34 09/25/02 Wed

She nods, "I hope so," she says with a weak smile. She puts her head on his chest and sighs, everything was so bittersweet.. She wanted a child, yes, but not if it was Remus', and not if Romulous wouldn't love it. She closes her eyes, gathering a little comfort from his prescence..

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He smiles. -- Romulus, 14:56:38 09/25/02 Wed

"Perhaps one day, if you want to, I won't force it you could have my children." He holds her close feeling her sadness, and her pain thinking that he himself caused all this.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ smile ] -- Sable, 15:17:49 09/25/02 Wed

"I'd want to Romulous," she says with a soft smile. She closes her eyes and thinks about how hard life would be when winter came and it was cold and she was.. pregnant.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He grins at her. -- Romulus, 15:20:52 09/25/02 Wed

Unaware they're thinking the same thing he laughs a little. "You'll be a little on the thankful side in winter. The babies will keep you warmer, you'll be nice and toasty I bet."

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ grin ] -- Sable, 15:25:15 09/25/02 Wed

She grins and nods, "I guess that's a good thing," she says with a smile, "And it gives me an excuse to sleep in," she says with a laugh. She thinks, thinking maybe this would be better than she had thought.. She placed her hand over her stomach, feeling as if the child was all ready to be born, though her stomach was still flat and sleek. And in that moment she vowed silently that she would love these children no matter what, they would not go neglected or unloved.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He sighs -- Romulus, 19:28:14 09/25/02 Wed

Had it been his children inside her, he would gently placed his hand on her stomach over her hand. He would have been talking about names with her, but now all he could think that these children should be called is worthless #1 and Worthless #2.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ looks ] -- Sable, 14:37:57 09/26/02 Thu

She looks at him, seeing the anguish in his eyes, and felt sorry for him, even more than she pittied herself. She slowly took her hand off her stomach, sliding it forward and she touched his arm.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He smiles at her. -- Romulus, 14:41:55 09/26/02 Thu

"I better go tell my mother, and cousin. I'll talk to Randwulf and see if he can make somethings for the babies. I'll talk to one of the cloth makers too. OK?" He looks at her, hoping that she will make it through pregnancy and delivery.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ nods ] -- Sable, 14:45:06 09/26/02 Thu

She nods slowly, "Okay," she says, wondering what Remus would say when he found out, though she doubted he would care. "Thank you Romulous," she says with a soft smile.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> He kisses her softly. -- Romulus, 14:48:40 09/26/02 Thu

He would make this as easy on her as possible. If these children had been any other males, he wouldn't have cared. He would haved loved them. He gets up and walks out, closing the door softly behind him.

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[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [ sigh ] -- Sable, 14:53:21 09/26/02 Thu

She watches him leave, and as she lays there and thinks.. What had she gotten herself into? Well nothing, she hadn't done anything.. but if she had just believed Romulous in the first place, none of this would have happened. A small tear slides down her face, and she wipes it away quickly, thinking of how she had become such a baby. She sits up, glad for an excuse to be lazy for the day.. She desperately needed the rest. She shrugged off her worry, putting it off, and wondered if it was a boy or a girl.. and what to name it.