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Date Posted: 19:22:56 08/30/03 Sat
Author: nadia
Subject: Few spiritual experiences I like to share with you....

Some texts are copied from the letters that I have posted somewere else...(some are replay letters that I have sent to some people..)But I like to share with you these experiences....Hoping that somehow they may help us to understand better our spiritual dimension and our mind...

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This a copy of a message I have written few days ago:
MY DECEASED DAD IS STAND BY MY SIDE?
I was just replaying to one of your messages, when I have heard a noise in the kitchen. I run immediately there and I simultaneusly to the noice, the alarmed I had set for the broth I am cooking went on! I noticed that the cloth handles I use to pick up hot pots, had follen near the flame! In just a second I removed them to avoid a fire in the kitchen! The sucked plastic hook had detached from the wall in the same moment that the alarm went on and simultaneously I had run in the kitchen just on time! Just before I started to replay to your messages, I was having a talk in my heart with my deceased dad. I never met him becaue he passed away when I was just one year old. I was telling him how much I love him, and I miss him. I was thanking him for having saved my life so many times. I was begging him to stay by my side and never leave me alone, because with his help I can face any kind of trouble I can find in life....I begged him to never ababdon me because he was the only one I could really relay on and who could really help me in time of serious trouble....I felt his peace over me as usual, and I knew I was going to be all right....I told him to give me a sign so I could see if he was still watching over me, and when this accident happened in the kitchen, I was overwelmed and I felt dizzy. I am still shaken and I feel like crying; I am so happy he is still with me....Please dad, help me to see the right from wrong, give me your hand and guide me when I feel lost. If you are by my side, I will never be afraid, no matter what.
I love you dad.
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PREMONITIONS - BRAKING THE BARRIER OF TIME?
It did happen to me too several times....I know the feeling you have been experiencing...but what may been happening, is that for some sort of unknown reasons, the barrier of time is broken and you can perceive the events before they happen, and so when they do....you really feel weird!!! just like a movie you have already seen and you just remember the story while you are watching it! The most scary I had was almost 10 years ago. It was scary because I had it while I was completely awake and lying down on my bed. I thought about me and my husband riding his new motorcycle, but I was not afraid as I used to be...then, I saw a car crossing the street and we hit the car and I ended up my head under it and I was going to have the wheel of the car crossing my neck! while I was ready to hear the noise of my broken neck bones, I stopped thinking and I told myself: why should I have an accident? So many people ride motorcycles , so, why me? ( I already had 2 accidents with the motorcycle - one with my younger brother and another one with my youngest brother) After few day, we were coming from the beach and strangely I did not feel uncomfortable riding the moto with my husband...all at a sudden, the dream came true in all little details!!!! The car crossed the road and we hit the car. I ended up under the car with my head under it and ready to feel the wheel crossing my neck! I am still scared when I think about it! The wheel stopped so close to my neck! One second more and I wouldn't exist anymore! What scared me much more than the accident was the fact that I was reliving my daydream in all little details! It was too much for my mind to handle and I started to scream and cry while shaking uncontrollably! I am not going to ride the motorcycle anymore! I was screaming with all my strength hysterically! When I got home, my cat saw me and got scared! I could feel the powerful electricity that was shaking my body with profound fear! He kept his distance from me and got all swollen up like a ball! He scared me a little! What the hell was going on! I hade other similar events, but this one had too many details perfectly matching the reality, and even now I feel very shaken when I think about it! The problem is that it is hard to understand when it is a premonition and when it is a regular thought! You can only tell when the situation you already experienced happens again in real life, or in this time space, however you may want to call it....I am trying not to think too much about it! Ok, we had a glimpse of the future! We broke the barrier of time for few second and we do not even know how we did it! Some people know how to control their power and they can brake the barrier of time at will; they can access the past and the future. We don't. So, do not worry about it! Occasionally we may have few more flare ups...but that is all! The nice thing about it, is that if you understand that there is some sort of message out of these event, try to read it! I got my big message: I am not going to ride the motorcycle anymore!!!!
Ciao! And do not worry!

>i have dejavue, not your average, 'i was here in my
>last life' current dejavues, for example, when the
>atrocities of september 11th happened i watched the
>new and the image of the smoke and dust cloud
>travelling between the two large buildings, i had seen
>it before (i believe possibley in a dream) thats the
>only thing i've had dejavue over that effects other
>people, but i've had other stuff, like meeting my
>boyfriends parents for the first time (about 10 months
>ago)we were all sat in his dining room eating, and his
>sister came downstairs and said something i had heard
>before in that EXACT scenario, i have never met any
>other b/fs parents, or anyone with their house set-up
>for that matter. also even smaller stuff than that,
>like a conversation/feeling/faces. basically, i dont
>like it, and it scares me, because i dont know when it
>is going to happen, i have no grasp over it. so if
>anyone could help, i need to either, be able to see
>the premonitions (i presume thats what they are)
>before the event happens, so if its bad i can try and
>change it, or get rid of them, so im not scared of
>dreaming anymore. email me and suggestions please, im
>at my wits end. Jess xxx
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SLEEP DISTURBANCES AND OUT OF BODY TRAVEL
I had many similar experiences for many years; at the beginning I thought I was getting crazy and I was afraid to fall asleep because I never knew when this sensation would come back. My body was completely paralysed, I knew I was awake, but I could not get up! I had this terribly powerful feeling coming over me and taking possession of my body...it was an awful straggle every time to fight it off! then, I got tired, and one day I decided, I was not going to fight this powerful feeling anymore...I let it go all the way....and after an apex of whistling sound in my head, electrical powerful shock of my extremities going toward my body, I found myself released and completely at peace....I could see my body laying on the bed, but I was experiencing another dimension of reality....I could perceive the all room, I was not trapped inside human body full of physical and mental limitations, I was experiencing something fantastic....I could understand everything.....my mind had opened up completely....and it was sad when I had to go back in my body....I could feel the heaviness of the movements, my body weight, I could feel the limitation of my body and my mind, I felt like if I was trapped in a very small cage that did not allow me anymore to feel the kind of freedom and peace I had experienced while I was out....So, I stopped being frightened, and I even welcomed these events...they lasted many years....but the less afraid I was, the less frequent they would become....Then, I found out something I could do while in this kind of state, (I cannot mention this think....) but I think I had an opportunity to access to some sort of universal connection, and I wasted it for some foolish experiments of mine....I could have developed my potential in a different direction, and maybe I could have helped a lot of people...but I believe that when you misuse this kind of thing, it slowly goes away....If a gift is given to you and it is not used for what is meant for, it is going to become atrophied....for example, I had the gift of being an artist, but I never used that gift, and now, I can't even hold a pencil....The excellent potential was there, but was never used....so I believe it happened the same with these profound experiences I had....but I was able to access to a lot of information while under the effect of the connection to the rest of the universe...some of my questions were answered, and I understood a lot of things...I hope someday I will be able to share them with other people....Another thing that made my experiences less frequent, was the fact of finding a rational answers; I realized that there were some sleep disturbances that were causing the body to remain asleep while the mind was waking up! In that case you are partial awake! You can see the dreams becoming reality just inside your room...the dream overlaps reality simultaneously and the dreams became vivid! You can see the room, you can hear voices, you can see images....while your body is still under the influence of the sleep and cannot move....It can be a very frightening experience because it feels real! Just like when people get hypnotized! The fantasy takes over the reality and you actually can experience it like if it is real!!!....I know many times I had that kind of sleep disturbances, but I am also aware that many times I had OOB experiences....and sometimes you may go from an OOB to the sleep disturbances without even being aware of it....I noticed that 90 per cent of the times I had them, I was under a lot of mental stress, and after and experience of OOB I would feel completely recharged, but with the sleep disturbances, I did not have the same refreshing feeling....Lately I get the kind of experiences that you have only occasionally, but I am aware of what is it, so I do not worry that much....fear, frustration, worries, sometimes in a dream, can take the form of a negative presences.....You have not idea what our brain can come up with when it sleeps! If you are afraid of something, your mind can transform it into evil presence! Remember, nothing can hurt you in your sleep. No matter how terrible your dream or nightmare was, remember, it is not reality! Dreams cannot hurt you! Reality can! Ghosts do not have the power to hurt you, people can! I know in my heart I am a good person, I know I do no harm, I know I have peace in my heart, and I know all the love I have inside me will always protect me and will always show me the right way to go....I just have to remember to ask for help from the bottom of my heart. No matter what happen in my dreams, in my life, I feel if I do ask for protection, I always have it, as long as I do not contaminate my soul with the poison of hate, selfishness, evil feelings etc....When you feel uncomfortable about this presence, just think about God, fell surrounded with his powerful love and protection, and there is nothing that can be more powerful than He is! Just remember once in a while to pray Him and thank Him also when you do not need His help....We all have access to his help...just ask "with a pure heart" and it will be given to you...
You do not have to be afraid anymore....The negative presence, may be the negative things of your life that you are experiencing or that you will be experiencing....just pray God to help you keep them at bay, to give you the necessary strength to do what is right and avoid what is wrong....
Good luck!
>Last night I awoke from my regular sleep while I was
>still technically asleep. I was aware of a strong
>presance pulling me and resraining me from sitting up.
>As I tried to sit up I noticed a black star on my
>right hand, I thought this was odd and continued to
>fight with this presance from pulling me back to sleep
>wich I knew if I diddn't fight to wake up I would
>never wake up again. This is the third or fourth time
>in the past 8 years in wich I've had this type of
>experience. This time the black star on my hand was
>new and I am curious about why I keep being bothered
>like this. I am a healthy female in my early 20's with
>no prior history of mental illness or physical head
>trauma.
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CHILDHOOD RECURRENT VISIONS
As a child, one of the recurrent immages that would flare up in my mind was a big white building in front of me, a door opening and a woman voice saying: Children are not allowed in. Somebody was holding me in her arm while this was happening...I had this vision so many times, and then, finally I asked my gradmother about this dream, why I was having it over and over. She looked at me with in complete shock and told me: you cannot remember that! You were only one year old! I was running to the hospital with you in my arms because you father was dying in the hospital, and I was told that the children were not allowed in the hospital! How can you remember that? You couldn't even talk yet! Finally I had an answer for my recurrent vision. I did not make it up, I was simply remembering a very intense situation recorded in my brain like a polaroid picture but with sound...I remember I could not understand the meaning of the words, but I had recorded the sound. Later, when I grw up, that sound ment something...I understood what that sound ment...How can, one year old brain record a situation with sounds, immages and emotions and play them back over and over through the years? I can also see, when memories get old, they do become like old pictures and you can't distinguish things properly, but you can see and feel there is something but, they slip away when you try to grab them with your mind...I still have that feeling coming over me when I see a big white building.....but once I understood it was only a memory, I had no continuous visions about it anymore...
So, watch out when you got kids around, and do not do or say anything that they are not supposed to see or to hear! Please!
Another strange thing about our brain is how some of us store our fears...My youngest brother in his childood developed a funny twitching of his jaw, and we used to pull his legs because he would look funny while he was having that involontary nerv spasms. He had it for several years, then he notices that a particular color of green would create uneaseness in him and it would lead then to his twitching...He began to think: why do I feel so bad when I see this color? What does this color remind me of? He remembered that our kitchen had that color. And what had happend in the kitchen that he had this ugly feeling coming over him? There it was!!!!! Finally he remembered that there had been and ugly fight between my mom and my dad (my step dad), and we were all watching them hitting each other; we were crying, included me, (I was shaken and I had to grab the refrigerator because my legs would not stand up by themselves) but he was very young, and he had recorded that situation in his mind in his own way. Once he understood the link between that particular shade of green and his shocking memories, his uncontrollable nerve spasms, or twetching, was completely gone! We are not alway so lucky to get to the source of our fears or phobias, sometimes we carry them on for all our life without understanding why we have them! But I heard that ipnosys can get to the subconcious and retreve the forgotten memories. Once you are able to face them, most of the problems are magically solved! I believe ipnosys is much faster that srink therapy. It goes directly to the uncouncious mind and look for the cause of the problem. The only thing that worries me, is to fall in the hands of someone who is not very professional. How do you know who is really good and who may even create more problems than you already have? But we can do some sort of backward path, like my yungest brother did to gain access to the forgotten memories...sometimes they only leave unpleasant feelings....so we have to face these feelings, try to understand how, when, why we got or get them, we have to learn to confront ourselves without fears...we have to learn to search for the wounds in our soul, and once we locate them, they will finally have a chance to heal! And sometimes, when we ignore them, they can take many forms and shapes; our mind has an incredible power of immagination and often creates surrogates of our fears...like demons, gosts, evil spirits... Our mind can let out his fears and frustrations in hundreds of different ways according to the subject's sensitivity and believes....
So, do not stop to the appearence of things, you may get lost.... try to go to the root of the problem, that is the only way to get rid of it once and for all.
Things are not always like they seem to be...
Have the courage to face the truth; the truth will set you free.
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CHILDHOOD RECURRENT DREAMS
I have been having the same recurrent dreams for several years in my childhood. One was that I would find myself in a strange country in the night, with a black evil creature running after me from the sky; the other was that I felt like soffucating with a plastic glass stuck on my mouth and nose; another one, about a very peaceful boy studing in a room and the nature of that young man would remind me of a priest; I would even daydream about children, and being their teacher and their leader; I would often see an immense courtine of golden works and diamonds slowing coming down before my eyes, even with my eyes open. When my family separated, deep in my heart, I knew that someday and some how, my parents (I have a step dad, my father died when I was 1 year old) would be able to face each other withouth hate and resentment. I was only 12, and I uses to do black magic (that is how I used to call my practices). I used to sew two grapes together and eat them up, or cut two paper figures representing my parents and burn them together while praying. Now I can find that every dream I had, was an important phase of my life. Was this a preview of what my life was supposed to be? Later in life, I did find a terrible evil man in a foreing country who made my life more than miserable and almost killed me on several occasions; I did suffer for allergic asma and I almost went into coma; I did find a very good husband who used to study a lot and he is the kind of person with a golden heart ready to help everybody, just like the joung man of my childhood....I did do a lot of babysitting because I love children, and I have also been teaching them english for several years.....My parents, after almost 20 years, finally were able to spend time together at family gatherings, with no hate or resentment....So many wishes (considered impossible by other people) have come true with a lot of profound praying. (All this wishes were about the well-being of others, or a solution to impossible situations that were causing pain)WHAT I DO NOT UNDERSTAND IS THE GOLDEN PRECIOUS COURTIN FALLING SLOWLY BEFORE ME THAT DOES NOT FIND A SPOT IN MY LIFE...IS IT STILL TO COME? WHAT IS ITS MEANING? I AM NOT RICH, AND I AM NOT ATTRACTED TO MONEY AND POWER, SO, THIS IS THE LAST PIECE OF THE PUZZLE. WHERE DOES IT GO? WHAT DOES IT REPRESENT? DOES ANYBODY KNOW IT? I had several premonition dreams in my life, and some strange events happenig, but the dilemma is, when do you understand that you dream is a premonition dream or a regular dream that your brain makes up using your fear, hope, desire, frustration, memories etc...how can you tell the difference?
So many things I have said from the bottom of my heart have come true, I could feel the truth within myself without realizing how....and I woudl just let it do the talking, sometimes, amazing myself too. Could it be the inner universal knowledge that we can all access in time of need? If lots of animal can access the inborn knowledge on everyday bases, we do belong to the animal kingdom, so why shouldn't we be able to do it too? May be we lost the ability to do it! The old saying, "what you don't use, you loose it" could be true. I do believe there is some sort of inborn knowledge we have lost with the development of the human race, I do not know if we will ever be able to get it back. Our outside shell has grown too thick, and the soul has srunk too much. The soul is the connection to the universe, we almost lost touch with it. Occasionally, we see this "so called" strange phenomena touching a forgotten part of our soul, leaving us shaken because we are not able to understand them anymore! Human beings have chosen to develope the outside shell of their existence, they neglected and forgot their own essence, they can't even recognize themselves anymore...They fell lost... they feel alone....But they still do not like to admit it. They ignore it, hoping that somehow it will go away....I do believe that a backward journey will get us in truck. Everything we are looking for, is inside ourselves, we have to learn to get it from the inside and let it out; May be that is what different religions teach: learn to get in touch with yourself, be aware of life inside and around you. Be aware of the power of love, be aware of how much you can touch other people's life with your love, how much you can get in touch with yourself and with others if you let love fuel you. It is a pity that too many people mishandle religions and they use them to gain control and power over other human beings....We had it all, and we are loosing it all...just like the Genesis said....we used to live in a paradise...but we choosed to ignore it and forgot it for our own greed, selfishness....We have allowed these negative feelings to grow out of hands, and we are all living among these negativness, we have created an immense poisonous sea that is killing all our souls. As anybody an antitode? Yes, we do, and it is inside each and every one of us. Love is the opposite force, and we have to develope it in order to create balance, a better present and future, for ourselves, and especially for our children. What kind of world are we passing on to them? What kind of values? What kind of dreams? What kind of hopes? What kind of teachings?
DOES ANYBODY UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING? IS THERE A REASON WHY I AM SENDING THIS MESSAGE? I AM JUST FOLLOWING MY INNER IMPULSE. THIS SEED IN THE FERTILE GROUND, IN THE RIGHT SEASON, WILL GROW INTO A BEAUTIFUL LIFE TREE. I DID MY PART, NOW YOU DO YOURS, AND REMEMBER, EVEN A LITTLE THING, IS A BIG THING; SO MANY LITTLE THINGS BY SO MANY PEOPLE, ARE LIKE SO MANY DROPS OF RAIN: THEY CAN CREATE RIVERS AND OCEANS!
LOTS OF LOVE TO EVERYBODY
NADIA

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