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Date Posted: 02:11:33 10/23/03 Thu
Author: Anai
Subject: Re: Numb
In reply to: DayDreamer 's message, "Re: Numb" on 12:52:11 10/22/03 Wed

Heh, I'm very atristic as well, I draw in almost all of my free time. I like to write poetry too, it's usually driven by any strong emotion I feel and reeaalllly late at night.

*Sighs* methinks I might'a found part of the problem...I'm sick of hiding. I'm sick of having to hide my unicorn side, even when it's longing to come through. Part of me is undenyably human, not just physically, but mentally and emotionally as well...but it's that part of myself I usually have to show people...now I feel like I can't have a unicorn side to myself at all, and I'm pushing it away...which is probably why I felt so numb. But at the same time, my uni side wont go away. It WONT be pushed underneath, it WONT just dissapear...it CAN'T. So, I'm trying to push myself away, but come out, BE a unicorn again, in my mindset, since I can't physically. And I go to extremes to pushing away, when I feel very human, and trying to come above it all, when it just tears away at me, coz I know I wont be able to be Anai again...

Ok, yep, I think I've got most of that outta me now...*sighs* I hope no one MINDS me going on like this...

Heart sad, Soul song,
Anai

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