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Subject: 唔好意C呀!! 比我 'sun' 下呀!!


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一個好唔開心既人!!!
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Date Posted: 16:47:47 08/01/05 Mon

I am a lesbian, but nobody knows I am. I used to dress up like a TB. People will only think I'm 男仔頭. But than I am afraid of others will know that I'm a lesbian, I started to dress more like a girl. Everybody around me discriminate lesbian or gay people. Especially my family. I don't know what to do.

I started to like woman when I was around 12 years old. First 暗戀 my classmate. I started to like female stars (Gigi, Carmen Lee...). I dream of them, think of them. When I got to 中學, I started to like my friend. I didn't let her know because I don't know if she can accept the fact I love her. Sometimes I do feel that she likes me too, but I don't know if she likes me as a friend or a lover. Also, she's very pretty, I don't want to affect her life. I don't want people to 歧視 her. After a couple years, she told me that she likes a guy. During that time I was so sad, but I have to pretend I'm so excited for her. 好辛苦!! She and her boyfriend had been together for almost 5 years now, but I still love her so much. I've been 暗戀 her for almost 8 years now. 我真係好辛苦呀!! Sometimes she would kiss me too. On my cheek. She would kiss me so many times in the friend's parties. I don't know if she is just playing (since she and her boyfriend are still so 姻愛), but I was thinking that normally a girl won't kiss a girl ga ma. She is my bestfriend now, but still I love her alot. I did composed songs for her. The lyrics are only about friendship. I actually wrote her a letter about what I feel, but I don't have guts to give to her. It's been 8 years now. I don't want to lost a friend, but I want her to know how I feel. What I should do now?

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