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Subject: boy problem Author: Sarah [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 03:40:10 11/15/04 Mon Author Host/IP: dialup-4.161.153.83.Dial1.Cincinnati1.Level3.net/4.161.153.83 okay...there is this boy lets call him (Tom) well i was a freshmen in highschool when i heard that Tom liked me ..i knew who he was for a long time...cause everyone in the whole school knows him...well anyways at the time i had another boyfriend and i thought Tom was really hot but i really liked my boyfriend...and i gave Tom my number and he called me at least 5 times a day...i really liked him because he was just so amazing..and sweet and the nicest, caring person! but i still really liked my boyfriend but all my friends started getting mad cause they wanted me to go out with Tom...and to break up with my boyfriend cause he treated me like crap..so i did well i liked Tom and everything ... i was just kinda shy around him because he was just so perfect i guess i was intimdated by him...he really liked me too he told me he never felt this way with any other girl before he was like my first real boyfriend cause with all the other guys i had in the past we would never go out on dates or even kiss...So Tom was my first real boyfriend because he always wanted to be with me and he gave me my first real kiss! I was really starting to like him and got to thinking i can't lose him! I was to afraid to ever call him because i didn't want him to think i was annoying or something and when we were together I wouldn't really talk to him because i was just so intimdated by him! I became something i wasn't normally im really spontanious person i just couldn't be myself around him. He told me i was boring. and dumped me..That crushed me ..we were only together for 2 months but i really loved him...then after awhile he moved on to other girls...and it hurt so bad to see him with another girl!But school was almost out so i didn't have to worry about seeing him! It took me forever to actually get over him! but i finally did. I just realized that if it was meant to be it would happen! I didn't talk to him the entire summer and most of the next school yr. b/c he switched schools, but he was only like 10 minutes away..but I didn't think i would ever talk to him or see him again. Then he finally Imed on the internet one night and asked how i was and all that stuff. He said he would like to see me again. So i told him he could come over sometime so the next night he caught me by suprise and actually came over! I tried so hard to..to talk to him..and not be shy..i did a pretty good job at it too! He only stayed for like 10 minutes because my step dad told me to get in the house cause it was school night! So he left and I got on the internet to see if he would get on and he did He imed me as soon as he signed on and told me I looked really pretty! He was like so get me updated on yourself and i'll tell you about myself so we started asking eachother questions and then the question came up to if i was still a virgin i told him yes and i asked him and he said no! I was kinda hurt by that ..well after that night we talked the next night and the next night and so on and so on..and this time i actually called him! All of those feelings i used to have for him started coming back ...he started coming over to my house and we started talking more and hanging out ..it was so great ... and i wasn't at all shy around him this time...but one night when i was over at his house we somehow started making out he was like wow u have changed alot ..before u would never kiss me.. we didn't really talk about getting together we were just with eachother everyday...and we would kiss eachother and all that other stuff...so we were pretty much b/f g/f. I just forgot to mention to him that i had been talking to another guy before he even came back into my life. Lets call him Greg. I didn't mention to either of them about me talking to both of them at the same time. I really liked both of them i just couldn't decide I loved Tom but I thought Greg was so hot and he had that "Bad Boy" thing about him and all the girls were in love with! At the time I wanted to just have some fun and not have anything serious i was then realizing thats okay to kiss boys and all that its normal because before I was so scared to even hug a guy! lol i know im such a dork! but i knew with Tom it would be serious but with Greg I could finally do all the things i was afriad of doing before. I chose Greg the biggest mistake ever!! but Tom found out through one of his friends who seen me and Greg kissing at school ..then Tom called me and said I found out about you and Greg and he said I didn't think you would ever do something like that...and then he said well it was good while it lasted and hung up the phone. After that conversation i didn't talk to Tom..for about 2 months..but during those 2 months i lost my virginity to Greg! yeah big mistake! i dumped him right after that because he told some of his friends about it...when i first started dating him i thought i could trust him...but it was really just a mistake..but im the one who said i wanted to do it he didn't even ask me... I knew he really liked me and he wasn't a real bad kid he made straight As and was really athletic he was just uh. lets say experienced! lol..but he never made me do anything i didn't want to. I just couldn't resist him everyone knows me as a freezer and a good innocent girl. But Greg really made me discover that I wasn't all that innocent...but not a slut either trust me im defiantly not a slut! I just liked to have fun! but i was so ashamed of me loosing it to him...because i wanted to wait for that special person and i knew he really wasn't it. So I broke up with Greg ..but after me and Greg broke up I started seeing another guy..and then..broke up with him for Greg cause I still liked Greg...then me n greg broke up and i went out with the other guy that i dumped for Greg...lets call him bob..well me n bob went out for awhile and then Tom came back into my life he came to my house one day and told me he was sorry for yelling at me...and said i still want to be in ur life even if im not ur b/f. This was so hard for me because it seemed everytime Tom would come into my life again i was with another guy when all i wanted to be was with Tom..well i broke up with Bob and i told Tom and i told him i wanted him back and i missed him so much i just wanted to be with him and only him he told me all he wanted to do was be with me soo ...we went out and it was so amazing because were both young and in love and we thought that this time it was going to work we were with eachother everyday...we had some bad times but all in all it was going good...but one night his friend was having a party and there was some alchole there and stupid me decided to drink too knowing i had to go home! well...i drank away until i was drunk ...then sick...my parents had been calling my cell all night trying to find out where i...Tom asked me what i wanted to do i told him i couldn't go home..i told him i wanted to go with him...he said i don't think that is a good idea...I told if my parents found out i was drinking with you they wouldn't ever let me see you again he told me he would make ways to see me...i started crying and he carried me to his friends car so they could drive me home...Tom said I don't know what to do should we take her to the hospital because i just kept getting sick ..i told him No! then i passed out and when i woke up i was at a gas station and i asked why we were they and Tom said i called ur step dad because i think it was the best thing..because i don't know how to help you! He told me baby u got sick on me but i don't care i still love you ...then after that my step dad showed up ...Tom went right up to my step dad and said he was really sorry and my step dad said it was okay he was just glad he called i was relieved that my mom didn't come get me because i know she would have went off! My older sister was in the car and told me mom knows what happend and she said you can't see him again I lost it i couldn't take i went home and went right to bed the next day i tried calling Tom but he wasn't home...he called me back later that day...i told him i had to stay with move in with my dad for that rest of the summer...he didn't really say to much..well after i moved in with my dad for that 2 months i didn't talk to Tom...i moved back in with my mom...a month before school started i texted Toms sister and told her to tell Tom i missed him...she said she would...the next day he texted me and said so i heard u missed me i said yeah ...and that was all he said...then the next day he came over to my house...I told my mom to tell him i wasn't here because he acted like he didn't care about us...and that was that ....thats the last thing...i havent talked to him since.i have been with another guy after me and tom ended but...it didn't last because he wasn't Tom..Id give anything to have him back i cry all the time for him and its been months im so sad...my heart is broken...My friend Zach who goes to Toms school says stuff about Tom that makes me think he must of really changed because they said hes like a punk and he thinks hes such a hardass and he gave up football..and hes with some girl...it just really hurts really bad...but does anyone think that i should just take my chance and go to house..and talk to him? or would i look desprate? i can't call him because his number has been changed...I love that boy so much and i would do anything for him ...i wont ever hurt him again i just want him back!! I don't know if me and him will ever be together...i dont even know if he even thinks of me anymore...he is the first thing i think of when i wake and the last thing i think about when i fall asleep...i know i sound so pathetic i just can't help it i just love him! but please tell me if i should go to his house and talk to him or if i would seem to desprate and just wait for him...if he ever comes back PLEASE HELP ME I KNOW THIS IS SOOO LONG I JUST HAD TO GET EVERYTHING OUT! i Just NEED HELP! PLEASE I NEED HELP!! PLEASE!!! thanks so much! im sorry its so long! ~*~SARAH~*~ [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]