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Date Posted: 09:53:29 08/31/03 Sun
Author: Cassie
Subject: Days go by, another tear, written on destiny to cry

She was sitting on the couch, a blanket tossed over her lightly as she watched make-overs on Jenny Jones. Her mind was wandering though to the past few days after the false labour. She'd fallen asleep that night with Kato, but after that it had been back to seperate beds, and unspoken love. She just had woken up, and looked over at him, and all she could think about at that moment was the fact that he had been in the exact same position with Malika, probably tenderly holding her too. She just didn't know how she was going to get over this.

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He was getting worn out - it was hard to remember to give her her space all the time, and it was hard not having her at his side at night when he slept, and it was just hard knowing he was responsible for all this trouble. He had worked a late shift, and then had been up early with Kesi and had taken her out for breakfast, then to the park, and they were just in now - both ready for their nap. Smothering a yawn, he carried Kesi into her room and laid her down in her bed, lingering in there until she was asleep... (NT) -- Kato, 09:57:48 08/31/03 Sun
She looked up as he came back in, making an absent comment. "I wanna get a makeover on Jenny." (NT) -- Cassie, 09:59:16 08/31/03 Sun
"You're beautiful how you are. You don't need a makeover." He responded almost as absently, settling onto one of the nearby chairs and slouching down into it. (NT) -- Kato, 10:00:20 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled a little,before she looked over at him finally, her head tilting. "Tired?" (NT) -- Cassie, 10:01:32 08/31/03 Sun
"I'm okay..." He ran a hand over his smooth head and met her gaze, offering a small reassuring smile - yeah he was tired, but he was also okay. (NT) -- Kato, 10:03:56 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded a bit, keeping her gaze on him instead of looking away. "Hungry?" (NT) -- Cassie, 10:05:15 08/31/03 Sun
"Nah, I'm good. We just went for breakfast a little while ago..." He looked down to his hands a moment later and smothered another yawn. (NT) -- Kato, 10:06:47 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded a little again, looking back to the tv. "You should take a nap..." (NT) -- Cassie, 10:08:19 08/31/03 Sun
"I gotta work early tomorrow morning, so I should probably just try and stay up till later this evening..." His schedule was so sporadic, but it couldn't be helped - he was the one that wanted the longer and more frequent shifts, knowing the extra cash was welcomed. (NT) -- Kato, 10:10:13 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded again, her fingers playing absently with the fringes on the blanket. "Are you gonna take time off when the baby is born?" (NT) -- Cassie, 10:11:41 08/31/03 Sun
"I was thinking of it... If you wanted me to, that is..." He was momentarily afraid she was wouldn't want him around all the itme. (NT) -- Kato, 10:13:32 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded a bit. "That would probably be good.." She would need help, with the baby, and Kesi. (NT) -- Cassie, 10:14:45 08/31/03 Sun
"Okay.. I'll talk to my boss..." He wanted to be around more than anything, and his boss would be okay with him taking the time off, so that was a bit of a relief. (NT) -- Kato, 10:18:14 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled a litle, glancing up shyly. "You've never been around a little baby..." (NT) -- Cassie, 10:19:42 08/31/03 Sun
"I know.. You sure you want me around? You just gonna have to babysit me as much as anything..." He was nervous about it, to be honest, not that he would ever admit to it. (NT) -- Kato, 10:23:07 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled a little, shaking her head. "You can keep Kesi enertained at least, she's gonna be a monster." (NT) -- Cassie, 20:37:58 08/31/03 Sun
"Yeah, I can do that..." He was a little worried about their daughter - knowing she wasn't going to react well to the new baby. (NT) -- Kato, 20:44:03 08/31/03 Sun
"And your alright at taking care of me." A light teasing tone entered her voice. (NT) -- Cassie, 20:45:36 08/31/03 Sun
"I try..." He was quiet a moment before smiling a touch and glancing to her, her tone encouraging. (NT) -- Kato, 21:05:05 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled in return before she laid her head back, yawning quietly as she shifted once more in order to get comfortable (NT) -- Cassie, 21:08:02 08/31/03 Sun
He watched her a moment before shifting his gaze back to the television and crossing his arms over his chest. (NT) -- Kato, 21:10:56 08/31/03 Sun
"Will you do me a favor?" She questioned, though she didn't look over to him, she kept her gaze on the tv. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:14:34 08/31/03 Sun
"Yeah, sure..." He agreed without hesitation before he even knew what she wanted. (NT) -- Kato, 21:15:38 08/31/03 Sun
"Could you rub my back for me?" She shifted so she was leaning up a bit, her gaze moving over to him. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:23:18 08/31/03 Sun
He nodded a touch a moment later and stood slowly to move to sit behind her. "Sore?" His hands rested on her hips a moment before working their way up her back - kneading out the tension. (NT) -- Kato, 21:25:01 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded, her brow furrowing as he worked at the tense muscles, slowly though, she relaxed against his touch, sighing softly. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:28:17 08/31/03 Sun
Any excuse to touch her - for things to seem like they were normal - he fell silent, afraid of saying something to mess it up. (NT) -- Kato, 21:30:35 08/31/03 Sun
She leaned back against him easily, her eyes closed as she rested her head on his shoulder. She was actually still skinny for her form, she'd lost to much weight in the past few weeks. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:38:03 08/31/03 Sun
He kneaded her lower back a moment before slipping his arms around her and pressing his lips to her shoulder. (NT) -- Kato, 21:40:02 08/31/03 Sun
She cuddled against his broad chest, her eyes closed as she took in the comforting smell of him - a mix of cologne, Kesi, and just plain man. A soft sigh escaped as her hand found his shirt and fisted there. (NT) -- Cassie, 22:09:08 08/31/03 Sun
Ducking his face into her neck, he sighed softly against her sensitive skin, and held her closer, one hand flat over her stomach. (NT) -- Kato, 22:10:31 08/31/03 Sun
She was close to falling asleep as she stayed closer to him, her eyes closed and her breath even. (NT) -- Cassie, 22:16:50 08/31/03 Sun
He shifted to stretch out on the couch and drew her with him into his arms, still avoiding conversation. (NT) -- Kato, 22:23:37 08/31/03 Sun
She cuddled against him still, lazy eyes fluttering open to focus once more on the tv. She was all about idle conversation. "I wonder, if I got a makeover, if they would dye my hair." (NT) -- Cassie, 22:27:39 08/31/03 Sun
"I like you blonde..." He murmured softly, a small smile on his features as he watched her. (NT) -- Kato, 22:29:53 08/31/03 Sun
"You've never seen me any other colour." She pointed out, she'd never dyed her hair before, she rarely ever cut it either - it was half way down her back. (NT) -- Cassie, 22:32:27 08/31/03 Sun
"I know... But you're pretty how you are." His brows furrowed a touch - he would find her beautiful no matter the color of her hair, but he was more than happy with how she was. (NT) -- Kato, 22:33:39 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled lightly, nodding a bit. "I never really wanted to dye it anyways..." She murmured, shifting close to him so she was fit easily into the curve of his body (NT) -- Cassie, 22:35:37 08/31/03 Sun
"Good.." He held her closer and nuzzled her neck absently, smothering another yawn. (NT) -- Kato, 22:38:38 08/31/03 Sun
She tilted her head a bit for his touch, her eyes closing once more. "Do you want to go to sleep?" She could be quiet if he did. (NT) -- Cassie, 22:39:51 08/31/03 Sun
"No, it's okay..." He liked hearing her talk, and he was just comfortable and content holding her. (NT) -- Kato, 22:41:40 08/31/03 Sun
"Whats your favorite talk show? Or the one you can tolerate the most at least." (NT) -- Cassie, 22:42:57 08/31/03 Sun
Laughing lightly, he cocked a brow and eyed her. "Sweetie, I only ever watch talk shows when you're watchin' 'em." (NT) -- Kato, 22:44:07 08/31/03 Sun
"I know, thats why I said the one you can tolerate the most. It's doctor Phil isn't it? You pretend your not interested, but I can tell you really are." (NT) -- Cassie, 22:47:54 08/31/03 Sun
"No.. He's too know-it-all. Maury's funny." He was just playing, smirking a touch as he watched her. (NT) -- Kato, 22:49:39 08/31/03 Sun
"Maury's a big dork, I kinda like that guy..Walsh, but his shows always make me cry." The baby started moving beneath Kato's hand as they spoke, responding to all the noise. (NT) -- Cassie, 23:00:41 08/31/03 Sun
"I don't know... They're all kinda dumb." He absently rubbed her stomach, eyes lightly shut. (NT) -- Kato, 23:02:53 08/31/03 Sun
"Are not..." She immediatly defended her daytime habit. "They are fun to watch." She shifed uncomfortably as his son kept moving. (NT) -- Cassie, 23:05:38 08/31/03 Sun
"Fun in a dumb way." He teased gently, smiling a touch. "You okay?" (NT) -- Kato, 23:07:22 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded a bit, but grumped all the same. "Tired of being pregnant..." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:08:13 08/31/03 Sun
He nodded a touch - even he was getting kind of anxious. "I bet..." (NT) -- Kato, 23:16:26 08/31/03 Sun
She sighed, her brow furrowed. "I think this should be our last baby." She may change her mind later on, but at the moment, she never wanted to be pregant again. (NT) -- Cassie, 23:17:29 08/31/03 Sun
"Think so?" He squeezed her gently - he was content with just the two kids for now. (NT) -- Kato, 23:18:55 08/31/03 Sun
She nodded. "I don't want to be pregnant ever 'gain." She yawned lightly, shifting to face him, her face buried in the crook of his neck. (NT) -- Cassie, 23:21:44 08/31/03 Sun
"You love it..." His fingers played through her hair absently, tone affectionate. (NT) -- Kato, 23:33:57 08/31/03 Sun
"Not the last couple months, the last couple of months suck. Hardcore. Wicked suck." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:37:10 08/31/03 Sun
"I'm sorry." He murmured sympathetically - mostly more sorry that there wasn't more he could do for her. (NT) -- Kato, 23:38:17 08/31/03 Sun
She shrugged a little, sighing as she placed her head on his shouler, her eyes closed against his neck. "I'm tough..." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:41:16 08/31/03 Sun
"Yes you are." She was continually surprising him by just how tough she could be, and he was honestly proud of her. (NT) -- Kato, 23:42:02 08/31/03 Sun
She sighed again, smiling a little as she entwined his fingers with hers, squeezing lightly. "I don't feel very tough sometimes though." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:45:53 08/31/03 Sun
"You are though.." He returned the gentle squeeze, adoring gaze meeting hers. (NT) -- Kato, 23:47:30 08/31/03 Sun
She smiled up at him, her hand trailing down his cheek slowly before it dropped back down to her side. "I guess." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:48:38 08/31/03 Sun
He smiled, lips absently brushing her forehead. "Can't wait for our new baby/..." (NT) -- Kato, 23:52:21 08/31/03 Sun
She laughed lightly. "You may be changing your mind when he's crying all night, or teething, or Kesi is throwing things at him or something..." (NT) -- Cassie, 23:59:03 08/31/03 Sun
"We'll see when we get there..." He smirked a touch - it would be worth it though, he knew. (NT) -- Kato, 00:01:35 09/01/03 Mon
She smiled a little, her hand fisting his his shirt, as she closed her eyes. "I am gonna fall asleep..." (NT) -- Cassie, 00:03:18 09/01/03 Mon
"That's okay..." He smiled, a hand rubbing small circles on her back. (NT) -- Kato, 00:04:15 09/01/03 Mon
With his approval she was asleep in his arms in moments, her breath evening out as she rested. (NT) -- Cassie, 00:05:46 09/01/03 Mon
He was exhausted as well and so as soon as she was asleep, he drifted off into a light doze as well. (NT) -- Kato, 00:07:04 09/01/03 Mon
She woke up an hour later to a sharp pain in her abdomen, one that quietly took her breath away. She laid still for a moment, her face buried in his neck. (NT) -- Cassie, 00:08:22 09/01/03 Mon
He was so tired that he only shifted a little at her movement and held her closer, murmuring her name absently... (NT) -- Kato, 00:10:51 09/01/03 Mon
The pain passed in enough time, and she looked up at him, her blue gaze loving. Her hand reached up, running over his head tenderly, before she closed her eyes again. (NT) -- Cassie, 00:12:31 09/01/03 Mon
His eyes fluttered open a moment, long enough for him to smile, before sliding shut again, face burrying in her neck. (NT) -- Kato, 00:14:53 09/01/03 Mon
She had a feeling this was the real thing, but she also knew it would be awhile before things started happening, so she just soothed him quietly, and let him rest. (NT) -- Cassie, 00:17:10 09/01/03 Mon
He absently pressed a kiss to her neck - half-asleep but completely content in the embrace.. (NT) -- Kato, 00:18:39 09/01/03 Mon
She sighed softly, her hand playing over his side gently. She was becoming more comfortable in his embrace, but was still reluctant with the 'L' word, and had no desire to be physically intimate with him in any way. (NT) -- Cassie, 00:23:24 09/01/03 Mon
He drifted off to sleep again, allowing himself to relax with her in his arms.. (NT) -- Kato, 00:26:55 09/01/03 Mon
She fell back asleep for a few hours before she woke up again, this time a soft cry escaping her as her hand tightened. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:06:20 09/01/03 Mon
He awoke quickly at that, a hand moving to touch her cheek. "What's wrong?" (NT) -- Kato, 01:07:46 09/01/03 Mon
She closed her eyes, remaining silent till it passed, her grip loosening a little. "I think it's the real thing this time." (NT) -- Cassie, 01:08:55 09/01/03 Mon
His brows furrowed and he was silent a moment - not too sure he was ready for it. "Are.. Are you sure?" (NT) -- Kato, 01:11:17 09/01/03 Mon
She bit her lip, her own eyes nervous as she looked up at him. "Yeah...I mean..they are really far apart still though..we have awhile..." (NT) -- Cassie, 01:12:54 09/01/03 Mon
"Should we go to the hospital? We should..." He rubbed her back, attempting to reassure her. (NT) -- Kato, 01:14:19 09/01/03 Mon
She shook her head, kissing his cheek briefly. "No rush Kato, we have a while yet..." (NT) -- Cassie, 01:15:30 09/01/03 Mon
"But..." He protested meekly but nodded a touch, hugging her tightly. (NT) -- Kato, 01:17:11 09/01/03 Mon
She smiled a little, shifting gingerly. "Why don't you go call my mom and get her to come get Kesi?" (NT) -- Cassie, 01:17:47 09/01/03 Mon
"Yeah, that's a good idea... Okay..." He shifted carefully out of her arms, brushing a brief kiss to her forehead as he went to find the phone.. (NT) -- Kato, 01:19:31 09/01/03 Mon
She let out a deep breath, trying to calm her nervous form as she closed her eyes and leaned back. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:36:08 09/01/03 Mon
He emerged from Kesi's room with the baby in his arms, brows slightly furrowed. "Okay, she's on her way over.." (NT) -- Kato, 01:37:40 09/01/03 Mon
She nodded a little, reaching out her arms for her daughter so she could explain to her that she was gonna stay with the grand'ents for awhile. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:39:26 09/01/03 Mon
He handed the little girl to her mother and then left the room to grab Cassie's bag and everything else that they needed. (NT) -- Kato, 01:40:24 09/01/03 Mon
He wasn't understanding that it would be hours before they went, but he'd get it after awhile. "I am gonna go lay down Kato.." She murmued, shifting to carefully move off the couch. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:43:02 09/01/03 Mon
He frowned a touch as he watched her, drawing the whimpery Kesi back up into his arms. "Shouldn't we go?" (NT) -- Kato, 01:45:09 09/01/03 Mon
She shook his head. "I don't want to go lay in a hospital bed for hours sweetheart, it will be awhile yet.." (NT) -- Cassie, 01:47:53 09/01/03 Mon
"But what if something happens? We should be there..." Brows furrowed, he absently kissed his daughter's forehead. (NT) -- Kato, 01:50:24 09/01/03 Mon
"Nothing is going to happen honey, I know, we've been through this before." She leaned against the wall. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:56:43 09/01/03 Mon
He sighed quietly, nervously shifting from one foot to the other. "You sure?" (NT) -- Kato, 02:46:51 09/01/03 Mon
"I'm sure, why don't you just wait for my mom,and then come in here with me?" She was so calm on the outside. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:10:41 09/01/03 Mon
Frowning slightly, he nodded, then went to sit on the couch, waiting for her mom to show up... When she did, he passed off the little girl and her bag of stuff, and reassured the woman that they would call if they needed anything... When her mother was finally gone, he moved quietly into the bedroom to join her. "You okay?" (NT) -- Kato, 03:16:45 09/01/03 Mon
She nodded from where she was laying on the couch, her gaze a litle cloud, but otherwise ok. "Yeah...Kesi go with my mom ok?" (NT) -- Cassie, 03:18:55 09/01/03 Mon
"Yeah... She's mad at me though, but said she loves you." He sat beside her, smiling a little bit - the little girl would have forgotten her anger by morning. (NT) -- Kato, 03:20:09 09/01/03 Mon
She smiled, sinking down into the pillow, closing her eyes and resting once more. "You should try to rest, who knws when you'll get to next." (NT) -- Cassie, 03:22:23 09/01/03 Mon
He slipped an arm around her, lips pressed to her forehead. "Aren't I supposed to be the one taking care of you?" (NT) -- Kato, 03:23:44 09/01/03 Mon
She laughed lightly, shaking her head. "Your to nervous to take care of me right now." (NT) -- Cassie, 03:28:57 09/01/03 Mon
"I am not nervous..." He protested half-heartedly, smirking against her neck. (NT) -- Kato, 03:30:50 09/01/03 Mon
She shifted her hand to draw it up his chest, her head tilting. "Your heart is beating fast." (NT) -- Cassie, 03:35:45 09/01/03 Mon
He sighed softly, lips brushing her neck as he spoke playfully. "No.." (NT) -- Kato, 03:37:37 09/01/03 Mon
She hadn't touched him, in even this simple of a way, in the longest time, and suddenly, despite the circumstances, she was idely drawng her fingers along the muscles of his chest. "Yes huh." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:57:13 09/01/03 Mon
"You're crazy." He murmured - but she was right, his heart was pounding in his chest, despite trying to reassure himself that they had time and things would be okay. (NT) -- Kato, 08:59:33 09/01/03 Mon
"Thats definately not a very nice thing to say right now." She glanced up at him briefly for a moment, her blue eyes bright. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:01:08 09/01/03 Mon
"I mean it in the sweet, most affectionate, most loving way, though..." He raised his face and smirked a little, gaze tender. (NT) -- Kato, 09:02:11 09/01/03 Mon
"Calling me crazy is in no way, shape, or form loving" She was quick to state, shifting closer to him. (NT) -- Cassi, 09:10:57 09/01/03 Mon
"It could be... When I say it, it is." He protested, gently dropping his forehead to hers. (NT) -- Kato, 09:12:09 09/01/03 Mon
She shook her head, her eyes closing - her voice soft. "Not even when you say it." (NT) -- Cassie, 09:13:19 09/01/03 Mon
"Well... Then I'm sorry..." He meant it too - he didn't want to make her feel bad about anything.. (NT) -- KAto, 09:14:42 09/01/03 Mon
She smiled up at him, her brow furrowed. "You can be so sweet sometimes..." He could seem like he was so in love with her at times. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:16:39 09/01/03 Mon
It was because he was so in love with her, all of the time. With a quiet sigh, he nuzzled her neck and gave her a gentle squeeze - he wanted her to feel loved and special all the time, not just sometimes. (NT) -- Kato, 09:18:27 09/01/03 Mon
She sighed again,softer this time as she closed her eyes. "When they are like 45 minutes apart, then we will go." (NT) -- Cassie, 09:21:42 09/01/03 Mon
"Okay..." His hand moved still, soothingly, over her back, his own eyes lightly shut - he trusted her, and it wasn't like he could change her mind anyway. (NT) -- Kato, 09:23:31 09/01/03 Mon
She smiled softly,before she fell once more into a light sleep, more then content to rest while she could. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:24:26 09/01/03 Mon
He would have though he would be too nervous to rest, but with her relaxed, he was so tired that he drifted off into a light sleep as well - but his hold on her never loosened. (NT) -- Kato, 09:28:24 09/01/03 Mon
It was a while later that she woke up to another pain, her grip on him tightening heavily as she bit her lip. (NT) -- Cassi, 09:37:30 09/01/03 Mon
He awoke quickly as well and just held her tightly, sighing softly - he hated this, all the worrying. (NT) -- Kaot, 09:40:14 09/01/03 Mon
Her lip bled a little bit from the harsh biting, and tiny beads of persperation beaded on her forehead - but the contraction passed in very little time,leaving her panting a bit, and lookig up at the clock (NT) -- Cassie, 09:43:03 09/01/03 Mon
He frowned as he watched her, a hand cupping her cheek and thumb tracing her lips. "Maybe we should go, baby..." (NT) -- Kato, 09:43:53 09/01/03 Mon
She was silent for a moment, before she nodded. "Alright..." her knees were a little shaky, and she was a little nervous about standing up. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:45:42 09/01/03 Mon
"You just stay here sweetie and I'll make sure we've got everything..." He kissed her forehead gently before standing and checking for her bag, grabbing one of her jackets, and tracking down his car keys.. (NT) -- Kato, 09:46:58 09/01/03 Mon
She nodded a little, trying to even her breathing. That last contraction had taken a lot out of her. (NT) -- Casie, 09:48:52 09/01/03 Mon
He returned to the room, offering a hand to her and frowning a touch. "C'mon honey... I called your doctor too.." (NT) -- Kato, 09:49:57 09/01/03 Mon
She placed her tiny hand in his, shifting a bit, but wincing immediatly as she moved. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:51:18 09/01/03 Mon
He leaned down to carefully help her up, supporting as much of her weight as she needed him to. He paused only to grab the bag and close and lock the door behind him... (NT) -- Kato, 09:54:31 09/01/03 Mon
She cried out softly as she moved, having to pause for a moment, but was soon making their way out the door.... (NT) -- Cassie, 09:55:41 09/01/03 Mon

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