<center> I'm missing your laugh How did it break? And when did your eyes begin to look fake? I hope you're as happy as you're pretending </center> -- .: Kato and Cassandra's Place :.

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Date Posted: 21:02:38 08/14/03 Thu
Author: Kato
Subject:
I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you're pretending

He knew that this was going to be bad, and he knew that he deserved everything that he got, he only hoped that Kesi wassn't around with Cass started throwing things. He let himself in quietly - it was already mid-morning - and took a quick glance around before heading towards the bedroom. Part of him hoped that she wouldn't even be home, but he knew that it was going to come sometime...

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Kesi was down for her nap, and she was stretched out on the bed, her eyes closed lightly as the tv played in the background. She'd cried all night, made herself sick when he never came home - worrying and wondering. Her long blonde hair was falling around her delicate face prettily, she looked young and pretty - as usual. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:05:21 08/14/03 Thu
He paused in the doorway, watching her quietly - a wave of guilt passing over him so strongly he felt nauseous. Getting the sudden urge to take a shower, he padded softly through the room and into the bathroom - he didn't know why, or how he could, do this to her. (NT) -- Kato, 21:08:06 08/14/03 Thu
She shifted as she heard the shower running, rubbing her eyes as she sat up. Her lip tucked into her teeth as she realized he was home, sitting up straighter and trying to think. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:09:47 08/14/03 Thu
The door to the bathroom was closed - as it rarely was when he showered - but he was just hoping she would continue to sleep. He lingered in there for a while - the steaming water washing away the smell of Malika, but none of the guilt. When he finally finished, he emerged from the bathroom with just a towel around his waist - marks littered his back and bruises decorated his neck and chest. (NT) -- Kato, 21:14:55 08/14/03 Thu
She looked up at he came in, her eyes on his at first, before they trailed down his body, her features tightening. For a moment, the pain that stabbed her heart took her breathe away, she looked physically ill. (NT) -- Cassie, 21:16:28 08/14/03 Thu
He couldn't even meet her eyes, just headed to the closet to get dressed quickly, a hand absently rubbing the back of his neck, voice a quiet mumur. "Didn't meant to wake you.." (NT) -- Kato, 21:18:00 08/14/03 Thu
"Nice of you to come home." She spoke, her voice drawn. "Where'd ya go?" She sighed softly, her arms crossing over her chest. (NT) -- Cassie, 01:23:15 08/15/03 Fri
"Out..." He tugged a pair of jeans on and then a light button-up shirt on over his beater before he turned to face her, lingering back by the closet. (NT) -- Kato, 03:26:18 08/15/03 Fri
She nodded slightly, standing up and heading out of the room, her hands trembling. She had to get away from him for a moment, she couldn't wake up Kesi. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:29:40 08/15/03 Fri
He ran a hand over his head in distress as he watched her go, and trailed after her a moment later. He didn't know what he could say to her, so just moved into the kitchen for a drink. (NT) -- Kato, 03:32:15 08/15/03 Fri
She was sitting out on the balcony, looking out over the view. She had her suspicions, she wasn't sure of course - but she figured she knew where he had went. Tears were being held back, her head pounding, her hands shaking. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:33:21 08/15/03 Fri
Grabbing a bottle of water, he took a deep breath and headed out to the balcony, leaning against the doorframe. "Sorry I didn't call.." (NT) -- Kato, 03:35:20 08/15/03 Fri
"I'd imagine you were to busy." She refused to look at him, her voice was strained, and she was literally three shades paler then she had been. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:40:36 08/15/03 Fri
He sighed softly, watching her quietly - he couldn't remember ever feeling this guilty. "Sorry." (NT) -- Kato, 03:42:44 08/15/03 Fri
"You slept with her, didn't you?" Her voice was hard, accusing. She was trying to build up walls, she didn't want to cry, she just wanted to know for sure. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:43:25 08/15/03 Fri
He had spent all morning trying to decide what to tell her, but none of that helped him right now. Exhaling shakily, he nodded, eyes dropping to the floor at his feet. "Yes.." (NT) -- Kato, 03:44:58 08/15/03 Fri
She fell completely silent, not looking at him, not moving, just looking out over the baclony. It was one of those times that you are so overwhelmed, your at a complete loss. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:54:32 08/15/03 Fri
"Cassie..." He murmured softly, moving to kneel beside her. "I'm sorry... I'm so sorry." He had no excuses, even promises weren't worth it anymore - how could she trust him when he couldn't even trust himself? (NT) -- Kato, 03:55:57 08/15/03 Fri
She closed her eyes, looking away from him, just shaking her head. She was shaking, but trying to stop it, holding her hands in her lap. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:56:54 08/15/03 Fri
"Please... Say something..." He touched her chin briefly - his every regret displayed in his dark eyes. (NT) -- Kato, 03:58:08 08/15/03 Fri
As soon as he touched her, her hand flew out to slap him hard across the face, pushing past him to to head back inside. (NT) -- Cassie, 03:59:02 08/15/03 Fri
His jaw clenched and he rocked back on his heels, dropping his head into his hands for a moment. With a deep sigh, he stood slowly to follow her, trying to keep his voice down - he didn't want Kesi to wake up. "Cass..." (NT) -- Kato, 04:00:33 08/15/03 Fri
"Stay the fuck away from me!" she didn't care about waking the baby anymore as she disappeared into the kitchen, tears trailing down her cheeks. (NT) -- Cassie, 04:01:43 08/15/03 Fri
He followed her despite her words, pausing in the doorway - he couldn't just leave again. "Cassandra, please..." (NT) -- Kato, 04:04:08 08/15/03 Fri
She shook her head, trying to stop the tears that slipped down her pale cheeks. "I can't believe you." She leaned against the counter, her hand on her stomache. (NT) -- Cassie, 07:32:37 08/15/03 Fri
"I can't believe me either.. I'm so sorry.." He murmured softly, concerned about her handling the stress with the pregnancy. (NT) -- KAto, 08:01:59 08/15/03 Fri
Her voice broke harshly, shaking her head as she closed her eyes. "Sorry doesn't work anymore Kato!" She was feeling sick, she didn't want to move. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:06:38 08/15/03 Fri
He shifted nervously - he hated confrontations, and was used to them fighting and then her forgiving him. "I don't know what else to say, Casie.." (NT) -- Kato, 08:08:01 08/15/03 Fri
She took a deep, shaky breath, before she looked up to him, resolve in her eyes. "I want you to leave." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:09:05 08/15/03 Fri
His brows furrowed and he crossed his arms over his chest, confusion in his dark gaze. "What?" (NT) -- Kato, 08:10:04 08/15/03 Fri
"I want to you to leave. I don't want to see you. I don't want you here." She was trying so hard to be tough, when really she just wanted to break down and sob. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:11:01 08/15/03 Fri
"What do you mean you don't want me here? I live here..." He got in trouble whenever he left, unless it was for work, or so it seemed - he had no idea just what she meant. (NT) -- Kato, 08:12:16 08/15/03 Fri
"No, I don't want you here. Are you understanding me Kato? I don't want to see you!" Her voice was raised, Kesi was crying in the other room, and the baby was kicking like crazy. "Go fucking stay with her, I don't give a shit where you go." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:14:18 08/15/03 Fri
He stared at her in disbelief, cloudy gaze shifting to the door to Kesi's room. "You can't kick me out..." (NT) -- Kato, 08:15:59 08/15/03 Fri
"Then I'll leave." She moved to head to Kesi's room, she didn't want to be anywhere near him right now, she was crying,sick, angry, hurt, and most of all, disgusted. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:18:00 08/15/03 Fri
"Cassandra!" He raised his voice for the first time, stepping after her. "Don't walk away from me right now." (NT) -- Kato, 08:19:02 08/15/03 Fri
"Fuck you!" She wrapped her arms around herself, taking a step away from him. "You sat here, and accused me of being inappropiate, or whatever the hell you were saying, and then you go out and fuck her!" Her own voice was raised, backing away from him again. "I honestly can't stand the sight of you right now Kato." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:21:57 08/15/03 Fri
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry..." He knew it didn't mean anything anymore, but he had to say it. Seeing her disgust at just the sight of him, he backed away a little as well, running his hands down his face. "What about Kesi? And-" He gestured to her stomach, voice thickening - he couldn't imagine her actually making him leave his family. (NT) -- Kato, 08:24:26 08/15/03 Fri
"I don't know Kato..." her own voice was heartbroken, shaking her head. "You really, really fucked up this time." She leaned against the wall, eyeing him, swallowing heavily. "I just need to think, I can't be around you, I don't want to see you." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:26:03 08/15/03 Fri
He shook his head as it suddenly began to hit him, hands running over his head. "Cassie, please... Don't make me leave..." He could stay away from her - in a different room, anything. (NT) -- Kato, 08:28:05 08/15/03 Fri
"I can't be around you Kato, don't you understand that? You cheated on me!" She shook her head. "I've forgiven you so many times, and I thought you changed, I thought it was different, but it's the same old shit and I can't handle it! I need to get away from you!" (NT) -- Cassie, 08:31:05 08/15/03 Fri
"Cassandra, I'm sorry! I'm so sorry..." He pleaded with her - if he thought it would help he would have been on his knees. "I did change - I changed my whole life for you... I just made one mistake..." (NT) -- KAto, 08:33:32 08/15/03 Fri
She took a slow breath, shaking her head. "Sleeping with someone is not just a mistake Kato. You knew what would happen if you went over there, you knew it. It was a choice you made." She shook her head, feeling sick again, her hand on her stomache as she placed the opposite hand on the wall to support herself. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:35:48 08/15/03 Fri
He hated to see how much this was upsetting her, and was so worried about the baby. "You really want me to leave?" (NT) -- Kato, 08:38:22 08/15/03 Fri
"Yes." She choked out the word before she spun around, heading to the bathroom and closing and locking the door before she lost the little she had eaten. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:40:22 08/15/03 Fri
He stood there dumbly a long moment before heading into their room to shove a couple changes of clothes into a bag - every motion felt more difficult then it should have, he was still in a state of shock... (NT) -- Kato, 08:42:38 08/15/03 Fri
She was leaning against the bathtub, sitting on the floor and crying her eyes out. She hurt so bad.... (NT) -- Cassie, 08:46:34 08/15/03 Fri
He lingered by the bathroom door, resting his forehead against it while he listened to her crying - he wanted to comfort her so bad, to make things better... (NT) -- Kato, 08:48:04 08/15/03 Fri
She wanted him to be gone when she came out, and she hadn't heard the door close yet. Angerily she threw a shampoo bottle against the door, before returning to sobbing. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:49:51 08/15/03 Fri
He stepped away at that and headed into Kesi's room to where the toddler was still bawling. His chest tightened as he moved over to pick her up - attempting to comfort her. (NT) -- Kato, 08:51:18 08/15/03 Fri
It was awhile later that she stepped out, looking around as she rubbed her red eyes. (NT) -- Cassie, 08:56:29 08/15/03 Fri
He was still in the nursery with Kesi, sitting cross-legged in the dark on the floor with her crying against his chest and his face hidden in her hair, rocking back and forth and murmuring muffled words to her. (NT) -- Kato, 08:58:28 08/15/03 Fri
She bit her lip as she paused in the doorway, her words soft. "I'm not going to keep her away from you." (NT) -- Cassie, 08:59:15 08/15/03 Fri
He shook his head, swallowing hard as he raised his face a little but didn't look to her - voice coarse. "I know.." (NT) -- Kato, 09:01:58 08/15/03 Fri
She sighed softly, watching them. It killed her to do this,but she didn't know what else to do. She couldn't be with him right now. Silently she turned, heading into their room. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:04:04 08/15/03 Fri
With a deep sigh, he carefully placed the sniffling Kesi on her feet infront of him. Kissing her forehead, he beushed away her tear tracks and exhaled shakily. "Kesi baby, go find mommy..." She hiccuped and kissed his cheek when he asked for it, before running out of her room and towards Cassie's - crying her name. He stood slowly and grabbed his bag, making a quiet and quick exit after that. (NT) -- Kato, 09:07:25 08/15/03 Fri
She picked up her baby, flipping on the tv for her, and then holding her tightly as she cried. (NT) -- Cassie, 09:08:47 08/15/03 Fri

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