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Subject: .life on the edge of reason.


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Date Posted: 10:24:28 03/13/03 Thu
Author Host/IP: inktomi2-mid.server.ntl.com/62.254.64.5
In reply to: †.midnights.duel.† 's message, "†.to.everyone.†" on 21:21:35 03/12/03 Wed


.suicide note.
.you never noticed me.

Dear Diary
I couldn't help myself Diary, I couldn't keep my mouth shut, couldn't just let the comment pass. I had to lower myself to her standards. Does that make me as bad as she is? Or worse? Either way it should not happen again.
Autumn, I suggest you keep your mouth shut before you speak of the unknown. You cannot possibly know the hell I have known, feel the pain and betrayal that I have. I am tougher than you can imagine, with barrel loads of determination and loyalty. You can never know how hard it is to leave someone who is abusing you day in and day out. Causing you unimaginable pain, and yet somehow you believe that it is all your fault. I have seen stronger ones fall from the same fate. I'll warn you that Crypt will have your ass.

I recoiled in shock, never have I allowed such vehemence to show through the cracks, she got to me in ways I'd vowed never to let another get to me. My past was a vicious secret kept hidden, that others would be left reeling to know the truth of my actions. But yet I spoke truth, none of them knew the pain and suffering of being continually beaten as part of the daily routine...

.What do you do when the only thing you believe in is taken away?.

.serving as a nothing in catacomb isle
.They call me friend: Midnight's duel.
.They call me lover: none.
.They call me sister: none.
.They form my blacklist: Autumn.
.They gain my respect: Radius.



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