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Date Posted: 03:03:23 03/31/04 Wed
Author: Pegasus
Author Host/IP: fw.slo.nl / 193.173.24.226
Subject: Re: Hatemonger
In reply to: ashley owen smith 's message, "Re: Hatemonger" on 20:20:40 03/30/04 Tue

>should you be worried about what? this isn't about me.
With this extra information you took the worry away.

>just about rapists in general. lol.
hehehe, yeah well, you had me there for a moment...grin
But hey, a least cut me some slack, hehehe, do/did I know you before???
Anyway, in the past I published quite a bit about this subject as a matter of fact. Therefor I even slipped into the mind of a woman (or at least tried to) to see it from her side...
Eventually that backfired and lead to misunderstanding.

>sometimes, after being raped, people adopt one of two personalities.

MPD or MPS.
Multi Personality Disorder or Multi Personality Syndrome.
Before I got hit by the stroke I was studying Psychology.
They can adopt even more personalities.
I even have written poems about if before I got hit.

>One: they become promiscuous as groupie; Two: they despise sex and everything that comes with it. they hate the intimacies involved. this, i hope, was neutral in those two. the night could be a place where they become promiscuous, or the night could be where they are locked up, alone, fearful of the outside world. see? :o)

Yep, I do see.

>Thanks so much for your kind comments. :o)

Thank you for thanking me... hehehe

I'll add the poem hereafter.

Love from Holland, Peter.

======================================

Hiding who I am.

Beyond control they hide me from who I am,
I want to be,
but they hide me behind a devious scam,
line up brute in front of me
unasked
stealing parts of me
diffently masked,
preventing my inner core from being complete,
condemning my original spirit to exist
as obsolete.

As victim
to the circumstantial surrounding me,
I get lured into a state
I do not want to be,
while angst emerges from an imprinted past,
reluctantly forcing me to join an appalling cast,
compiled from one dimensional
shallow personalities,
participating in a pathetic play
of devastating brutalities.

Please stop me
from conducting this raging insanity,
please let me grow
into the diamond I ought to be,
with it's facets as windows to my versatile core,
instead of reflections
to pain and sore,
shattering my initial personality so brute,
beyond recognition,
masking, what is there to elute.

My love, make me kind,
make me mind,
make me find,
make me bind,
make me grind.

My love, make it wind,
make it signed.

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