Just read your message on the home page from the 29th jan. I totally understand what you are expressing and where you come from. Have been feeling down too for a couple of days. Tuesday was bit of a personal anniversary for me (read my e-mail) and all I could do was to allow myself to cry sporadically all day. Everything felt so raw all over again and simple heart warming stories on the television made me well up with unbidden tears. Sometimes it's a good thing for those long extinct fears and pain to well up once in a while. Forgetting is never a good thing. Pain from betrayal is a lways a bitter pill to swallow, espacially when everyone around you is flourishing or more accurately appearing to. The amount of people who have told me that theie first impression of me was one of incredible confideincd when more often than not I am far form it. You have beauty to offer to others, not just from your prose and poetry but from what you imbue those words with.
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