| Subject: Does he like me? |
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Megan
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Date Posted: 17:28:03 02/10/04 Tue
I've known Mike for as long as I can remember, we've never been really close friends, but we have the same group of friends. I've always had some feelings for him, just not really strong. This year I've fallen in love with him. I've never met anyone who even comes close to him, i love him more than i can put into words.
So anyways, to the point of this. I know i should tell him how i feel, that i could be missing out on a wonderful relationship, but i have an unbelievable fear of rejection that has kept me from getting into a relationship. I think if i knew i had a chance with him i wouldn't be so scared of telling him how i feel, but i'm not really sure if he likes me. My feelings for him really started intensifying for him during our school musical back in October and November. We were spending so much time together at musical practice and i fell more and more in love with him each day. He's such a sweetie. He came up behind me at practice while we were waiting offstage for cues and he put his arm around me and i laid my head on his shoulder and we just stood there together for awhile. I wanted so bad to kiss him then, or do something to let him know how much i cared for him, but i restrained myself for fear of scaring him away.
Since the musical, i added him to my msn messenger list and we've talked a lot online. He IM's me just to tell me silly little things, it's so cute. Thursday night, while i was trying to do my math homework at 11 pm, i forgot i'd left my computer online until someone IMed me. It was Mike, just IMing me to tell me goodnight and sweet dreams, even tho i hadn't talked to him at all that night. The "sweet dreams" thing is an inside joke between us, a couple months ago, as we were about to get off to go to bed, he told me "sweet dreams without the S and one E". (in other words, wet dreams) I laughed for a good 5 minutes after that. Ever since then, "sweet dreams" has been his goodbye to me everytime we end one of our late-night convos. Friday morning, as I was walking into school, i didn't realize he was right behind me until he whispered my name in my ear and brought up another one of our inside jokes.
I really love him and i want a relationship with him more than anything, but i'm so scared that i'll get my heart broken. Does anyone think he likes me, should i take the chance of getting my heart broken?
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