| Subject: Re: The Best Things in Life? |
Author: Scarecrow
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Date Posted: 12:04:34 09/12/05 Mon
In reply to:
kaotik
's message, "The Best Things in Life?" on 15:18:46 09/08/05 Thu
Yeah, I know why the guy I'm jealous of is so happy. It's because he was the class stoner. He couldn't get through the day without being high. He called in sick at least three times a week, skipping his on-air shifts, because his dealer came through with the good stuff. And who, more often than not, got stuck with his shift? Me.
I'm just getting sick of this. I worked my tail off at my practicum, I've been working my ass off all summer trying to get a job, and this stoner waltzes out of his practicum - a practicum where he had lots of problems (I know...I just had an interview with the station where he did his practicum, and when I mentioned I knew him, they spent about 10 minutes ranting about how bad he was) and into a job at the #1 radio station in Edmonton!
So then, explain it to me. How come my hard work is going unnoticed while this guy keeps failing upward?
And what's your fucking solution? I should give up on dream, and go work my tail off at something else. Yeah, well, fuck that! This is the real world! People work their asses off to acheive their dreams, and it doesn't always go well. They fall flat on their asses. And they get depressed. People like the guy I'm jealous of - and you too, I'm guessing - choose to deal with that depression by getting drunk and/or high. Well, I'm sorry. I deal with it by writing. And I'm sorry if my sad writing makes you feel sad. Go to another bar, then.
But then, it's not like you're going to reply to this, seeing as to how you were too chicken-shit to leave your true name or an e-mail address.
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