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Subject: Re: And Yes to you too


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Cassandra
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Date Posted: 13:20:11 01/29/03 Wed
In reply to: Art 's message, "Re: And Yes to you too" on 09:56:41 01/29/03 Wed

Hmmmm...pondering this. Where can I find the original by Ted, is it on his website?

I'm not well enough versed on the Enneagram to make an intelligent comment here, but it sounds hopeful to me that we can somehow fall through our holes and come out more whole...into a Multiplicity as Being where our deficiencies are gateways to Being in all Our Wholeness.

I feel that greenlighting everything IS a gateway to wholeness...and yet...I have questions. There seem to be discernments that need to be made along the way. I fell into, not a hole that led somewhere, but an obsession with avoidance addictions.

How did I do that? Where did I go astray. Should we not greenlight our addictive tendencies, our avoidance mechanisms??? The hole they attempt to cover over seems endless, not a gateway, but an endless hole that knows no succor.

At any rate, it ends up here...in a place where I am so stuck, in so much pain...that I can't stay, I can't greenlight anymore...I can't avoid, I can't feel the hole...something in me is screaming in terror and I have to find another way of being or die...

And THAT has become my gateway into this multiplicity that I'm sensing now. Thanks, Art, for helping me see this.

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