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Subject: Sizzling on and on

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Cassie

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Date Posted: 03:53:33 04/02/01 Mon

I know, I know. I am being outrageously verbose. I don't care either. Something needs to happen and whatever this energy in me is, it wants to instigate it.

What do you guys want to talk about? What's up for you today? Is it different every hour or so for you too? Do you find that the rest of the world has turned pale and grey? Are you energized by being with people in Waking Down? Are you having Nirva Kalpa Samadhis (wrong spelling) yet? Now this is an interesting question. I'm going to get personal here.

I never meditate. Well almost never, sometimes in sittings etc. But I never go anywhere wonderful then. Just sit there watching my pedestrian mind think. Well tonight, after experiencing less of my mind being operational, it seemed like if I could just relax, something like that which I can't spell correctly might happen.

Then I noticed what would happen in my body. A Freezing Sort of Fear arose in my chest and I saw that the mind was instigating it. "Don't go there or I'll die" seemed to be it's message.

It may be on the way out (or not) but my mind hasn't given up the fight to survive altogether yet. I sense that the ever flowing stream of thought that issues from it constantly is what keeps it alive. It's like frantic to keep existing and so it keeps generating itself.

Well what do you think? Am I all wet? With all this electricity around I could be in trouble. I can hardly wait.

Cassie

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