| Subject: Re: I want to get two things straight |
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Abel
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Date Posted: 01:24:40 10/30/04 Sat
In reply to:
silverfox
's message, "I want to get two things straight" on 14:26:57 10/27/04 Wed
Oi!
Then lets get those things straight right here right now. i was raised demonically seperate from God. Everyday demons or spirits or spirit guides (what have you) would come and teach me. Day in and day out. I never read an occultic book 'til I was 12 yrs old yet I already knew just about every law and was working well under many gifts. No one ever came and taught me anything personally. Also, my mother became a "christian" the day I was born because "satan" or whatever you want to label the malevolent force attempted to abort me. The Holy Spirit came upon my mother and I was born. Now, my mother went to a "christian" church and forced me to go. I never understood what they were all talking about, no one ever attempted to tell me about salvation. Hard to believe? believe it, there is christianity and then there are hypocrites who like to believe they are soooo holy. I would go to this church almost every other day, but I would just get with the girls or smoke out or tag up the place. I always wondered why they would hang up a man on the cross every easter on the altar. No one ever told me. then the pastor cheated on his wife the girls in the youth started fighting with my sister over jealousy so we moved church. I stepped into this other church and there was this huge cloud of smoke hoovering over everyone, I saw how large the church was (3,000 strong) and I felt this force of love and joy flowing thru me. It was very different, I wasn't afraid so I got on my knees and cried for it. I wanted that power more than anything. I didn't understand what it was but I knew it was more powerful than anything i had ever seen. I'm ranting, but my point is this. I have reason enough to have said, this is religious bullcrap! There is no God because all these people are hypocrites. I went to a Jesus church and no one ever told me anything good. The guy who supposedly knew God the most cheated on his own wife! Not even morality is present in this religion. However, i had since the day I was born been without God, I had already had all the sex I wanted, raped molested, had power occultic and influencial, had money had drugs had anything I desired fleshly. Now I was losing my mind couldn't sleep at nights would wake up bruised and beaten my mother and father treating me like a black sheep. I knew what the world had to offer, I wanted to become a psychologist so I could manipulate girls and rape them, but then I had fryd my brain way too much and before the demons would protect me from the damage now all the damage came in one hit. I was betrayed and this future was all lies. I was being set up. My own demons and spirit guides were telling me to commit suicide. So I didn't want that bullcrap anymore. So I told this Jesus to reveal Himself to me or I would just continue with more dedication to make a mockery of god's name in public and ruin more of his church girls. Then He started to show me how He was there the whole time, that I wasn't a threat and I had no power that the power i had all along was a lie to keep me bound. He began to show me His Love Himself. So I accepted Him on my own no one ever told me about his salvation. the He showed me how the laws I knew in the occult where really just His laws but twisted. So He showed me how to work with His Holy Spirit and how to go into that Cloud Of Power I first saw. then He taught me and to this day still teaches me and it's like nothing I had before. so I tell you, I wasn't born into religion nor this christian belief, no priest or pastor ever told me about a God who loved me they all said that I was going to hell. But then Jesus told me that those who condemn are themselves condemned so soon I realized that and never concerned myself with those religious idiots again. i could've ended up like you rejecting the Faith. But i'm not gonna let some idiot who can't understand Christ's simple truths about loving your neighbour as yourself get in the way of Knowing God as my Father and Jesus as My Savior and the Holy Spirit as my guide. Do not assume that i'm just some ignorant fool ranting about things i've never expirienced. Now you say, that you have reasons why not to believe in Jesus? I ask you then to scrutinize them, test the spirits you speak with, and see if in reality you are not just reacting to the hurt you've received from religious idiots. You say you have specific reasons why you do not want to know My Father, then do share them with me, He's my Father and He needs you. Of course, only if you want. But I hope it's not the same thing that i expirienced with religious idiots. Don't let man get in the way, they always let you down. forgive them.
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