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Date Posted: 13:50:56 07/17/01 Tue
Author: i mandrew san
Author Host/IP: 172.180.32.183
Subject: Relapse (trip to a concert) (*from an improv session in a car)

Relapse (trip to a concert)

I
So here it is
Having incorporated
Two "kill me's"
The narcotics already
twisting down
The blood clotted road
Through my supersonic
vinyl encased, mega-gigawatted
jet set slotted machine
stomach.

And he tells me "lets go."
But I'm bitching
a response in defense of my state:
this isn't supposed to happen
after sympathy
and a councilor's office-
no relapses
no spastic synapses
no puking by
the oakwood
burgundy mat vestibule
during 5:30 pre-Vatican II
masses

none of that

II

Well, woe-hoe
is me - oh my -
I am the yin of this
expedition.
I want my bed.
So much self-pity
So much to fuel the fire
That destroyes the dam
Behind my eyes
Let it out! Let it out!
LET IT OUT!

Let it all hang out
Please
Let it take control
Let it curl up around
you, rest its fangs
Upon your head
As long as you are altered
It will stay still instead -

Four hours later
SNAP

III

I am rubbing up along
The inner crust
Of my soft skull
Probing with my mental
Tongue
For a dream
That closely resembles
The one that I am in

Baking in the sun

An ambulance pulls
Up to the post office
And out pop lil' junior
With papa-vatos locos
In tow
And the son stares at the crack
Leading to the door
The chronic patient
Running to his daily chore
with papa-san chasing him,
one flick
one jab to the irons
will do it
papa is the doctor man
who administers the disciplining
hand - he is filling his child with
all the ripe slop of disgust and
putrescence because of
his own self-hatred.
Here is a man who gots it ta'getha
a man's man
yeah, that's what he is
and that kid better open
that door for him
otherwise, that painful
"or else"
will send him
spinning back to
the ambulance

"como se dice
procrastination, paco?"
I am waiting in a parked car
Rocking with this rolling
Soccer mom van next door
And I'm getting seesaw sick.
My nails have been growing
So long here
That they just curl up
And fall off...

IV

Off to the highway

Oh, radar detector
detect the radar
off the local fuzz's detector.

And this makes me wonder
If maybe they have deflectors
To direct the detectors
Away, defected from their vector

eck.
I'm glad I ride a bike.

But, it's so fun to mock
The radio commercials
"try new chatacismic cigarillios
their sacrilicios!"
"You'll love saboozka
twice the soda
four times the vodka."
With an offer like this
you'd have too be G. Dubbya
to lose

but soon we gaze
as sadly
as the music
we are experiencing.
Road block.

"I know"

Some man has a
Bullet in his brain
And concrete in his teeth
And no one looks
Honey, no one looks

Let's legalize guns
Only for those ray-ban
Badasses that can kill
The whole of Mongolia
In thirty seconds.
'cause that's what I watched
on the movie screen.
Those box office heroes
Have hot asses

if Washington is right
Then that man got killed
By a piece of celluloid
Instead of a bullet

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