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Date Posted: 23:37:08 06/16/01 Sat
Author: Joe
Author Host/IP: 206.65.190.134
Subject: Hey I'm back :D with "Our Secret"

Hi Peggy (and chris). This is probably one of my best poems written so far...


Our Secret

Granted a blank sheet, I had to draw out my ambition,
I felt like a solitairy image with no position.
I was solely in my world alone,
not even my face I wanted shown.
My inner voice ment nothing for people to see,
but masterpieces from my mind ran free.
I was an artist, just like he who watches over me,
dreams formed infront of me that I could only see.
No longer inside, my thoughts and feelings could flee,
dreams on paper at any degree.

Then I met the masterpiece known as you,
who put love in my life so true.
As time proceeded, paper was no longer needed,
for I had someone to share the dreams, I had succeeded.
We were different when we had begun,
but sharing the same dreams made us one.

The tune of emotion flew its way through the wind of time,
and our bird of love would not fall, only longer it chimed.
The beat we had only became stronger,
becoming deeper and longer.
I was at the pinnacle of my life's transcend,
but like my dreams on paper, it would all end.

Much to my surprise you vanished from this existance,
and left me alone like you had found my self-subsistence.
I blame you not for the suffering I endure,
once again ruined am I without a cure.
All the nights I had you by my side with pride,
the times we cried, the times I lied.
Put my troubles aside so you could confide,
as I provide and our hurt would subside,
and pain would reside,
but then you died,
leaving me here to cry with no bride.
I have no inspiration,
I have no pride.
I don't have you by my side.
Raise my hands to the sky
ask the lord above why
why couldn't I die
I can't say goodbye
I try and I try
despite my eyes
running dry
I hereby ly,
and strive
for my love...
who I need
can't he see
who she
is to me
as I plea
for thee...

Sitting here with paper, I have nothing left,
but anger to God, due to his theft.
I feel so hurt, so betrayed.
He had shown me you but you were taken away.
So beautiful, so sad,
so much love for you I had.
No I won't continue to cry, there isn't anymore I can let free,
I've cried every ounce out of me.

How can I keep going without you in my arms?
Why must you cause me so much pain?

The gift of life I cannot destroy, just to be by your side,
nor do you want me to destroy it, forcing me to put pain aside,
but rather I live with the pain of your heart not being with mine.
I was taught to love God sacredly,
but he is the one who took the one I love away from me.
Should I love him eternally, or hate thee?
God being the best of all artists, he created you,
showing me love, his mastery, from his view.
A true genius in my life had shown me his secret,
a secret like those I had kept from existance only on paper.
Every artist has a secret project he works on day and night,
he showed me his, but took it away before I could fully experience it right.
Will God show me it once more? That hope will remain in me, burning ever so bright.

Yes, I've loved you before we met,
forever will you be our secret.

Dedicated to a girl who was too good to exist (Chris understands XD)

-Joe Ulisses 2001

After this poem was written, it was sent out the window to dance in the wind that once carried our love, in hopes that God will one day receive it and answer my prayers...

Cool board, it's active.

-Joe

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