Date Posted:10:23:25 11/03/09 Tue Author:dea Subject: i'm happy In reply to:
Esther
's message, "Whose side are you on anyway >>>" on 16:42:02 10/27/09 Tue
at last i could follow their inner dialogue without getting lost! i understand now that this universe demands a lot deeper immersion than a few excerpts would allow. something tells me that we’ll only understand everything when we read the book. but now i have come to terms with what i don’t understand with a more subtle approach: i just let myself go. with the first read, without reading your comments, i abandoned myself in their dilemma and the feeling came to me. somehow it was clear to me, like when you focus your vision to be able to see an image hidden in a stereogram. for the first time it was clear to me that Damian is trying to save Fallon by defying him to fight. it reminds me of when Claire is struggling to save Jamie’s life and she appears to him as Jack Randall and challenges him to live, if not out of will, at least out of rage. it’s an act of love. even the sex makes sense. there’s always too much sex :-)))) all the sex hides the love, but i guess that’s the intention. maybe that’s what Heather’s strength is all about. after all she loves them both. and love is the most powerful force of change. but then again i may be wrong…
dea