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Date Posted: 20:53:21 12/29/03 Mon
Author: Heather
Subject: I made it through Christmas...

Well here we are, finally past Christmas. I have just praying for time to go by fast. I have been rather depressed, our Noah was born 4 months ago and not having him with us for Christmas was a bit much for me and my husband. To top off my depression my sister and I were preg at the same time and her little one arrived for Thanksgiving and Noah isn't here and never will be. My only saving grace is that she lives in NY. She will be out to visit (to Utah) in FEB. My Mom is planning a family photo. Not quite sure how I am going to handle seeing here baby. I would much rather avoid her and her family. It was bad enough my mom would bring photos she had printed off of her email and she was so proud of her new grandbaby that she didn't take our feelings into concideration. (that stinks) (that too is part of the urgency to move out of their house). I miss my little guy so much. I am clearly going trough the stages of grief and they stink too. I wish that I could just turn back the clock, say about 5 months. Oh well, I know my baby had a higher calling.

We were walking into Walmart and my OBGYN called me on the cell phone. He wanted to check on me and make sure that we were ok. He was suprised to hear that we moved to Utah.
He thanked me for a letter that I had written to him and the staff. I had hoped that I didn't step on anyones toes but I had to get some things off of my chest. Like the nurse that did my 2 week follow up visit, "Oh hi Heather how is your baby?" I told him that their office needed a way to mark the folders of parents in my shoes. I enclosed a large packet of butterfly stickers to be placed on the Patients charts. I went into Walmart after talking to about the whole office, I had such a tear stained face but that is normal these days... Just had to share that update with all of you.

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