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Date Posted: 16:39:06 12/10/03 Wed
Author: Heather
Subject: I am so mad today!

I have been having a ton of emotions about a ton of diff. things going on in my life but today it seems to have all come to a yucky boiling point! I am so angry and mad at everyone. I have been snapping at my husband and kids.
I just feel like I want to run away. I don't want to be me! I feel like nothing can go right for me! Or my family that is. It seems that nothing has gone right since Noah passed away 3 months ago. I need to pull myself together but I just want to crawl into bed and not get out!!! Anyone want to trade lives?
Thanks for letting me vent!

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[> Oh Heather I'm sorry life is so tough right now -- lynece, 23:23:20 12/10/03 Wed

The holidays will do that to you. I too am not a very nice person to be around. the stress of returning to work and Little Jon's upcoming anniversary, not to mention a period from HELL has made me hate myself.

I'll try and call over the weekend.

Hang in there!
Love, Lynece


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[> This is my hardest time of year...this and the springtime....m -- Jo, 08:01:50 12/11/03 Thu

The holidays are just plain old hard - and it doesn't have to be something in particular, just everything in general.

Get some time alone - all by yourself. This, too, shall pass.

Jo


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[> We are supposed to get stronger with each trial so... -- Heather, 09:50:32 12/11/03 Thu

WHEN? I feel like it is two steps forward and two steps back. I/we can never get a head of these troubles.
And as far as God giving us only what we can handle,
who does he think I AM? Am I supposed to hate my kids?
Am I supposed to be so upset all of the time that they
suffer? Why can't things let up already!
Keep me in your prayers, I need a xanax!


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[> [> This is what I used to say when people told me that....m -- Jo, 16:52:57 12/11/03 Thu

"Well, I think God got pushing me, got busy with something/someone else and totally forgot about me...and by the time He remembered what He had been doing with me, Hannah was dead, my life was falling apart and I was drowning. So by then, everything was too late."

And I honestly believed that - Robin can attest to my saying it, because she was there and was always trying to help me, but that was the way I was thinking for a long time.

The only thing that helped and I still want you to do it is to take time for just you to grieve. I did my private time in the driveway, sitting in the van with silence and a roll of papertowels. Everyone knew that when I was in there, leave me alone - nothing else existed -

Grieving is very hard work - so you need that time alone. Try to get some and see if it helps - getting that break was what kept me sane, even if it was only 30 minutes or so at a time.

Jo


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