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Date Posted: 05:14:28 11/20/02 Wed
XBeauty is lying dead among us. X
A dark beauty. A deep beauty. A beauty that goes so far down that only the few alike can sense it. An idea of your soul being so deeply corroded that you live it every day. Of humanities stupid little attatchments that don't hunger you anymore.
But, to be somewhere where only a few people have been before. An illusion of earthy tones, and the deep color of red sinking into your eyes. Slowly passing time only to hope for someone to truly spend eternity with.
The facinations of movies and music and a style do not amuse these few. The idea that we must be part of a style. Part of society. Part of a cult. Cult of popularity/trend/and the fake look of their golden tans and push up braws. These fucked up images of how we should be because society is. Or society wishes to be.
Where did the true romance go. Where, today, it is lost in our big screens, and intelligent conversations over dinner. When they load themselves with image and compulsive ideas of what they should be.
Fake.
Is this world today what I desire? No, it is not.
I dream of being entraped in someones pale skin and deep eyes. Of youth. Of darkness so beautiful that it overwhelms me.
All these stupid little posers walking around with their "own identities". They are just like every other person here. When they only do it because fashion, and celebrities, alike, say it is how they should be. For, there, to be this, everyone will love-obey-and honor you. It is so completely fucked up for no other words then these.
Beauty. What is it to you?
ash
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You may call me ash. I am a musician/artist/writer/photographer.. blah blah. I'm in a band. Female. Almost 18. For the moment I reside in No. California. In a few months I will be moving to B.C.
Music I like: Velvet Acid Christ, Cradle of Filth, Siouxsie and the Banshees, Sins of Thy Beloved, NIN, KMFDM,Wumpscut, MM, The Kevorkian Death Cycle, Funker Vogt, Das Ich, Innocence (local), Mask of Sanity (local),Judas Priest, Snake River Conspiracy, Tool, A Perfect Circle, Siechtum, silverchair, Alice in Chains, Alice Cooper, Nirvana, a lot of classical music..the list goes on and on.
Obsessions/interrests-pale skin, veins, collar bones, hands, long hair, lips, deep eyes, depth, above or 5'8 (height) tall, skinny-average weight
To describe myself-
^5'7/5'8 not sure
^dark, natural, raven black, curly hair. It is to my shoulders now. I am growing it out again.
^curvy body
^brown/green eyes
^pale, white skin with rosy cheeks ocasionaly, whee..
^background nationalities-mostly Irish and Scottish (black irish), as well:English/German/French/Welch and possibly a little Native American
I don't have any recent pics (don't ask), because I lost my digie cam-hopefully someone will be nice and get me one. or I'll buy one when I get more money. Otherwise you'll be stuck with old pics.
I am looking for thee above in a guy. If you just want to talk that's fine-I love meeting new people. I'm looking for someone mature, deep, and either around my age or older. I've never done one of these before, so 'tis kinda odd for me. E-mail me if I sound interresting..yay. fun...
ash
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