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Date Posted: 07:46:24 03/30/10 Tue
In reply to:
Sandra Faye Johnson
's message, "Karen Kelly Please forgive me" on 22:10:33 12/17/09 Thu
>This is to my baby sister Karyn Kelly of Stroudsberg,
>PA. I know I put semi nude photos of you on the
>internet. I know I called you a barbie doll bitch. I
>know I said that I hoped your husband Jim Kelly would
>throw you out on your ass and that you'd be homeless
>with no where to go. I know I remove everyone from
>mom's will and made myself sole beneficiary. I know I
>removed mom's name from the deed to her property and
>her house and put my own name on it and then Jason's
>name on it. But I was just mad. I know I made
>terrible videos of you and I copied your photos and
>photoshopped them to make you look like a redheaded
>demon.
>Can you ever forgive me? You said you were a
>christian. Aren't you suppose to turn the other cheek
>and give me another chance?
>
>You may never read this but if you do, please know
>that I miss you terribly. I think about you every day
>and there is a large void in my life because you are
>not in it.
>I want you to know that I am truly and deeply sorry
>for the hurt and anguish I have caused you and I would
>do anything to get you back into my life even if it's
>just emailing each other. I miss your laughter, your
>funny sayings, the crazy things we used to talk about
>and just being silly. I miss your voice and I miss
>everything about you. When we stopped communicating,
>my world shut down. I lost you and nothing and no one
>can replace you. Now I am all alone and I have no one.
>
>
>Remember when you told me to promise that nothing
>would ever come between us? Remember you told me that
>if you had to drive down here and bang on my door
>until I let you in, you would. Please don't let what
>happened keep us apart any longer. Please.
>
>I regret with all my heart what I said to you in the
>email. I was angry. I would never do that to mom nor
>to you. I also very much regret doing what I did on
>the Internet to you and for that, I am such a stupid
>ass and very remorseful. You didn't deserve that. You
>didn't deserve anything I did to hurt you.
>
>As you know, I have been trying to contact you in
>every way imaginable. I have even considered
>(seriously) driving to your house and standing outside
>your window holding up neon colored poster board with
>giant words on it asking you to forgive me. I would
>sleep in my Jeep until you called the cops and had me
>removed. Robin told me he would take vacation time and
>watch mom so I could drive to your house to see you
>but Jason talked me out of going. Jason told me that
>you don't want to see me and it would be an expensive
>and useless trip. Jeni told me I should go for it. Two
>out three are good odds.
>
>If I drove up there to see you, would you see me?
>Would you come outside and at least talk to me? Would
>you at least open a window even though it would be
>thirty degrees with snow flurries and talk to me?
>Would you make me stand outside your house holding an
>orange neon poster board begging you to forgive me
>while the wind blows and the temperature is thirty
>degrees and I'm wearing the fake fur coat you saw in
>photos and a pair of gloves that you sent? I don't
>have a hat so I will be freezing.
>
>Because I don't have you to coach me any more on the
>point system, I have gained some weight back. I hate
>it. I need you. Not only for that but for the fabulous
>Kookies you bake! Just kidding. I need you back in my
>life. I love you so much and I am on my knees right
>now typing this. It's hard to reach the keyboard and
>the dogs are thinking I'm playing with them so it's
>very hard to do this but I do it for you. I can't
>explain why I've spent so many years trashing Diane
>over the internet. Why I can't stop making things up
>about her dogs and her business. I spend every wakng
>hour on the computer looking for places to trash her
>and her business. I seem possessed. She means nothing
>to me. Mike means nothing to me. Only you. Maybe I
>need help. Can you help me? Can you ever forgive me
>and be my friend again? We had such a good time
>making fun of Diane. Remember all the bad things we
>said about her together on my computer? When we were
>grilling outside? How we made fun of her and thought
>up ways to get back at her? I miss those times. I
>now have no one to talk to. I have no partner in crime.
>
>I was stupid Karyn. I made huge huge mistakes. I have
>no excuses for my behavior other than I was angry and
>hurt. Mom is being well cared for here and has changed
>a lot. She no longer is hateful or rude. She isn't
>argumentative at all. She is quiet, she is calm, she
>takes a bath when I remind her, she washes her hair
>when I remind her, she doesn't fuss about anything and
>she never talks about her house or anything else from
>the past. She thinks we live in Thorsby, Alabama. She
>thinks Jason is her cousin and Robin is my boyfriend.
>Mom has accepted the fact that she lives here. She
>accepts the fact that she can no longer drive and
>besides, it's a long way from Thorsby!!!! Uncle Ken
>calls once in awhile which is good. She remembers him.
>I show mom photos on my computer of all of us all the
>time and she only recognizes herself. She doesn't even
>recognize me in photos. Mom can no longer walk
>normally. She shuffles around the house holding onto
>things even though I bought her two walkers. One with
>wheels and one without. She refuses to use either one.
>She can no longer walk in stores. Yesterday was the
>last time. She can't get her legs to move naturally
>and she bends way over toward the floor and her feet
>won't move.
>
>I know it isn't because of her muscles. Her
>psychiatrist said it's because the brain can't tell
>the legs how to move any longer. The connection is
>burning out. The connection between her brain and her
>stomach has completely burned out. Mom can't recall
>eating. Not five minutes after we have eaten a full
>meal she will want to know when are we going to eat.
>She wants to snack all day long so I give her fruit
>and Gatorade. Her appetite is great and she has put on
>some weight. She has forgotten so much and her short
>term memory is almost two seconds long if that. It's
>just the progression of the disease and I have learned
>how to deal with it. At first it was hard for all of
>us to adjust because mom was still being her hateful
>self and argued about everything. As time went by and
>with the help of a medication her psychiatrist put her
>on, she has done a complete turn around. I've tried to
>get her into activities but she refuses. She has no
>interests in anything and believe me, I've tried many.
>That, I cannot change for her.
>Mom will remain with me until the end Karyn and I
>don't want you to feel any guilt about it or worry.
>You know that I take very good care of her and am with
>her 24 hours a day. She is never left alone not even
>for a moment.
>
>I pray every day that you will forgive me for what
>I've done to you and I pray that you will look deep
>into your heart and know that what I am saying to you
>is completely sincere and honest. You just don't know
>how much your absence has affected me and how much I
>miss you. Please consider contacting me. I know you
>come to this forum Karyn so please read this and give
>me another chance. Diane says she plans to sue me for
>all the years I've spent harassing her over the
>internet. She is taking me to court because I've
>ruined her business by making up so many things that
>people fell for! So I need you on my side. I need you
>to come to court when she sues me and be my witness so
>she doesn't win. Can you do that for me?
>
>My email address is: sfjohnson54@gmail.com
I am Sandra Johnson and I did not post the above garbage. This was posted by Dee Gerrish of Goldendoodle World. This just proves how pathetic and mentally ill she is.
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