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Date Posted: 17:28:37 07/03/01 Tue
Author: Harpist
Subject: Let It Flow Chapter 3

Anna holds Robin as she cries. Without Robin saying, Anna knew that something intense
happened between her daughter and Jason. She didn’t remember anybody named Jason in
Port Charles. Robin kept sobbing and finally controlled herself and pulled away from her
mother. Anna still had her arms around her as she pulled away. Robin wiped her eyes and
Anna just looked with a somber face at her daughter. “Do you want to talk about it now?”
Robin sniffled and looked up at her mom. “It’s a pretty long story”; Anna leaned forward
and smirked “I have all day, remember when I said I wanted to know everything about
your life, past and present, I want to know what I missed.”
Robin spoke “Okay.” , with a smile on her face, with a little laugh “I don’t know where to
begin.”
Anna responds “The beginning is always good”
Robin sighs and chuckles “ The beginning...Well after Stone died, I was pretty miserable,
When he died I wanted to die to, he was everything to me mom (emotionally) and when
he died he became my everything, I never left his side, even in the hospital, I went with
him to the check-ups, and then when I found out I was HIV positive and I told him , he
said sorry, why was he sorry he had nothing to be sorry about, I wasn’t, I know that it was
stupid how I got it but if it meant that I couldn’t be with stone or if I never met him I
wouldn’t trade it for the world. After he died, It felt like a part of me died, We shared so
many memories, we had so many dreams of the future; marriage and children, all gone. I
even have it written in my diary , how much he meant to me and how each day was like
with him , even if it was when he was healthy or he was in bed, up until he died I wrote in
that diary.
Anna’s face covered with tears; crying uncontrollably while listening to her daughter
telling her mom about this traumatic chapter in her life; all she wished was that she was
there, why wasn’t she there, why did she have to be alone. But it was a fact now, Robin
was alone, well not quite alone, she had Mac, but she was without her mother, Oh G-d she
must be so strong now, it must have made her stronger, that’s the only thing that will
make her not resent herself or hate herself for not being there for her daughter. Finally
controlling her sobs, she opened her mouth and got her voice to speak “What was Stone’s
reaction when you told him?.. You said he was sorry”. with her voice breaking
When Anna spoke it was a alarm for Robin to come into the present, getting her out of the
past. She was surprised when Anna spoke. “ At first he said nothing, just stared and then
turned around because I guess he felt guilty; that’s so foolish because it happened, it
happened to the both of us, it was a mistake made by the both of us. He cried and said that
‘Don’t Die Robin, Don’t die’ and I promised him I won’t because I won’t let it kill me , I
have time, time is on my side, I’ll live for the both of us.”
Robin stops and there is a quite pause in the room. You could hear Anna’s sobs and
robin’s too. Robin looks down as Anna just looks into the distance, what Robin has said
as truly it her, and then Anna’s eyes wander to robin.

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