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See The World Through My Eyes
You know how people always say: There are two sides to each story; two sides to each knife? There cannot be a pain, unless there is a life?
Well, I’m an un-holy communion. A well-spring of birth. I’m the un-foreseen production of child.
Now deep in my soul, the rift can be un-bridged, my suspicion, my temper runs wild.
My father is a demon of canine heritage, my mother was but a human; so tender, yet strong.
On the edge of the crowd my union is standing, my soul is but a two-sided song.
I live the life of a fake.
Inside my wild soul there’s been a jailbreak.
My spirit is evil, something unleashed half the time.
I’m a tainted vision, full of spiteful creed.
I’m a savage, I’m a villain…it’s just me.
In the silence you might find the truth that lie upon my breath
The life of my soul, gone, put to rest.
I can see what the others cannot.
I’m a spirit alive, though my soul is completely shot.
I saw the pain you tried to hide.
I saw the sadness in your eyes.
So I reached out my hand and pulled you near.
Showing you that I hold you dear.
Let me show you what I see.
I’ll reveal to you life’s most kept mystery.
This world is such a painful place.
But you can always run back to my loving embrace.
This little smile can go a long way.
Just listen to me, hear what I have to say.
I see my future in your eyes,
My destiny cannot be defied.
Love me, hate me?
I really don’t care cause I’m carefree.
Let me hold your hand, give you peace.
‘Love’ can be granted with the simplest of ease.
Never will I cry.
I know why…
I’m strong…
Though it won’t last for long.
Never will I fight back.
I’ll follow in your tracks.
I do try.
But I’m not the only one to see you cry.
Never will I hit those who call me names.
Don’t you see, their just playing games?
Shy as I am,
In life I won’t come far.
Never will I believe it,
Nothing that they did.
I’m strong,
But the road ahead is long.
Never will I let you down.
I will never let you see me frown…
Because I have faith in you,
I’ll pull you through.
Well, they’ll never get us now…
All because they don’t know how.
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Yes,I make yet another entrance,yet the others before had been in 'times of old'.I wasn't myself anymore.I was broken.No soul,no trust.No reason to live.I roamed the earth like a shadow,always watching,but never doing anything about what I saw now.My once tanned features had faded to that of a milky-white hue,and my amber eyes had lost their glimmer,now dull and misted.My attire was no better,the haori and kimono I usually wore were faded from their fire-red hue,to one of almost pink.I was a mess,and right now,I didn't have the trust to go home for help.I'd been betrayed.Used.I could never go back,even if I wanted to.It was odd though.The people I trusted betrayed me,but the ones I hadn't trusted,befriended me.Guess that means keeping your friends and family close,but your enemys even closer.And one enemy of mine was my own blood.My half-brother.My Nii-Chan.My Sesshoumaru-sama.The very soul that lusted over me day and night.It was scary,but as of lately,he was the only one I seemed to trust.
Often I would cry at night.Sometimes for hours on end.He would be the only one that came to me.Held me and comforted me,like my mother had so many years ago.That made me feel safe..secure for the first time in ages.That's when I realized my Nii-Chan never hated me as I thought.He was jealous,was all.Jealous because I had all the attention,so he threatened me,but I knew not that he was really just protecting me.Showing his affections in the oddest of ways.
Great,now I let my mind wonder.Shrugging,I slunk down into one of the seats.Not too comfy,but it would due for the time being.And one question you're probably pondering over: why was I here? Simple.To get away from home and my problems for a while.And I didn't feel like talking about it.I just wanted to hide out for a while,go find a dark corner and pull a blanket over my head and wish I were dead.Anything to end my suffering.I didn't really belong anyhow.I wasn't human,though at times I wish I were.And I wasn't demon,though only once has I wished that,and only to overpower,or be equal with Nii-Chan.Sighing,I draw my knees to my chest,resting my forehead to them and clamping my clawed hands over my pallid,dog-like ears,just waiting for someone to ruin my little it of peace like I knew they would.
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