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Date Posted: 14:57:04 08/29/03 Fri
THIS A REPLAY TO A LETTER AT THE END OF THE TEXT...
I had many similar experiences for many years; at the beginning I thought I was getting crazy and I was afraid to fall asleep because I never knew when this sensation would come back. My body was completely paralized, I knew I was awake, but I could not get up! I had this terribly powerful feeling coming over me and taking possession of my body...it was an awfull straggle every time to fight it off! then, I got tired, and one day I decided, I was not going to fight this powerful feeling anymore...I let it go all the way....and after an apex of wisling sound in my head, electrical powerful shock of my extremities going towand my body, I found myself released and completely at peace....I could see my body laying on the bed, but I was experiencing another dimension of reality....I could perceive the all room, I was not trapped inside human body full of phisical and mental limitations, I was experiencing something fantastic....I could understand everything.....my mind had opened up completely....and it was sad when I had to go back in my body....I could feel the heaviness of the movements, my body weight, I could feel the limitation of my body and my mind, I felt like if I was trapped in a very small cage that did not allow me anymore to feel the kind of freedom and peace I had experienced while I was out....So, I stopped being frightened, and I even welcomed these events...they lasted many years....but the less afraid I was, the less frequent they would become....Then, I found out something I could do while in this kind of state, (I cannot mention this think....) but I think I had an opportunity to access to some sort of universal connection, and I wasted it for some foolish experiments of mine....I could have developed my potential in a different direction, and mayby I could have helped a lot of people...but I believe that when you misuse this kind of thing, it slowly goes away....If a gift is given to you and it is not used for what is ment for, it is going to become atrophied....for exemple, I had the gift of being an artist, but I never used that gift, and now, I can't even hold a pencil....The excellent potential was there, but was never used....so I believe it happend the same with these profound experiences I had....but I was able to access to a lot of information while under the effect of the connection to the rest of the universe...some of my questions were unswered, and I understood a lot of things...I hope someday I will be able to share them with other people....Another thing that made my experiences less frequent, was the fact of finding a rational unswers; I realized that there were some sleep disturbances that were causing the body to remain asleep while the mind was waking up! In that case you are partial awake! You can see the dreams becoming reality just inside your room...the dream overlaps reality simultaneously and the dreams became vivid! You can see the room, you can hear voices, you can see immages....while your body is still under the influence of the sleep and cannot move....It can be a very frightning experience because it feels real! Just like when people get ipnotized! The fantasy takes over the reality and you actually can experiece it like if it is real!!!....I know many times I had that kind of sleep disturbances, but I am also aware that many times I had OOB experieces....and sometimes you may go from an OOB to the sleep disturbances withouth even being aware of it....I noticed that 90 per cent of the times I had them, I was under a lot of mental stress, and after and experience of OOB I would feel completely richarged, but with the sleep disturbances, I did not have the same refreshing feeling....Lately I get the kind of experiences that you have only occasionally, but I am aware of what is it, so I do not worry that much....fear, frustration, worries, sometimes in a dream, can take the form of a negative presences.....You have not idea what our brain can come up with when it sleeps! If you are afraid of something, your mind can transfrom it into evil presence! Remember, nothing can hurt you in your sleep. No matter how terrible your dream or nightmare was, remember, it is not reality! Dreams cannot hurt you! Reality can! Gosts do not have the power to hurt you, people can! I know in my heart I am a good person, I know I do no harm, I know I have peace in my heart, and I know all the love I have inside me will always protect me and will always show me the right way to go....I just have to remember to ask for help from the bottom of my heart. No matter what happen in my dreams, in my life, I feel if I do ask for protection, I always have it, as long as I do not contaminate my soul with the poison of hate, selfishess, evil feelings etc....When you feel unconfortable about this presence, just think about God, fell surrounded with his powerful love and protection, and there is nothing that can be more powerful than He is! Just remember once in a while to pray Him and thank Him also when you do not need His help....We all have access to his help...just ask "with a pure heart" and it will be given to you...You do not have to be afraid anymore....The negative presence, may be the negative things of yor life that you are experiencing or that you will be experincing....just pray God to help you keep them at bay, to give you the necessary strenght to do what is right and avoid what is wrong....
Good luck!
>Last night I awoke from my regular sleep while I was
>still technically asleep. I was aware of a strong
>presance pulling me and resraining me from sitting up.
>As I tried to sit up I noticed a black star on my
>right hand, I thought this was odd and continued to
>fight with this presance from pulling me back to sleep
>wich I knew if I diddn't fight to wake up I would
>never wake up again. This is the third or fourth time
>in the past 8 years in wich I've had this type of
>experience. This time the black star on my hand was
>new and I am curious about why I keep being bothered
>like this. I am a healthy female in my early 20's with
>no prior history of mental illness or physical head
>trauma.
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