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Date Posted: 07:05:39 03/01/02 Fri
Author: .abbadon.
Subject: .unworthy? my dear, it merely comes as a surprise to me that after such a dissent between us you beg for alliance.
In reply to: Martyr 's message, "**With the blood of the angels' sword...**" on 20:31:02 02/28/02 Thu

.if you care to think of me as unworthy, you may think your own thoughts. i don't wish to meddle within the calm of your mind, intrepid. haughty, perhaps i amm - yet only to an extent. it is pride she truely had. not arrogance. hmm. perhaps your namesake does not do justice for you, intrepid. the moment the fighting ceases, you ask each in sight for trusted alliance. i feel that you are overtrusted. perhaps i could be the one to turn on you, trade your secrets to the enemy. maybe turn my dagger upon you. not that i would, my sweet. but that i could.

.i do not pretend to be something i am not.


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[> [> *sighs* (Sowwy, sick at home.. can't post too well either! I meant to say "I feel you are overtrusting. Sorry about that! : / ) -- Casey, 07:28:11 03/01/02 Fri

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[> [> .but what a quandary you place me in, martyr. -- .siren., 09:42:59 03/01/02 Fri

**a yearning mist veils her gaze as martyr calls her forth from her lonely abode of the darkness. alliance? ah, a word of magic, that might bind two equus as well as a blood tie, with a simple nod of the head, or a quiet agreement of the voice. no need to be verbose or extravagant. sorcery and power dwells in the simple flawlessness of a sheer diamond, but also the gem may be many-faceted. how i am drawn to your offer, how i have longed to be held in acquaintance with you in such an honourable bond**

.but.

.but, but, but.


**i see that you exclude my friend. flama. how is this? you find her unworthy...? is this, by any chance, because she stood by my side when i wronged, before i repented? would you persecute her for doing what you were willing to do for your friend intrepid? pray, explain this to me, for i fear to try to solve this riddle by myself. it's treacherous ground around this web of tangled loyalties. a wrong step, and i could invoke the wrath of many**

.my friend.

.flama.


**a deep gaze is cast in the direction of her closest friend, that which has remained with intense loyalty beside her, even in the darkest of days. we've both done it for each other, and though we struggled, we were united, which mattered above all. can i cast this away? can i throw it into the pile of rubbish that has buried all my false acquaintances in the past with the cloak of angry forgetfulness? no, for you are true. i cannot shame you or your dark flame inextinguishable by categorizing you with those that are forsaken to me**

.please.

**for once, i will be the mediator, though more than once have i much relished a battle. but i will not be caught in fate's cruel trap, torn between my own well-being and my greatest friend's. i beg of both of you, find peace. i ask not for instant love on both sides, for such would be cheap and easily broken. and i know that to date, you two as of yet do not despise each other. but an impression that goes one way quickly gains momentum, and the critical eye unearths faults that would remain trivial to others. but simply start again. start afresh. i repent of my asinine blindness, and it would be a heavy burden to bear indeed if i felt i was responsible for this deep rift between the two most pivotal characters of my life**

~siren~

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[> [> [> .death be not proud. -- .flama escura. the arch angel., 12:59:24 03/01/02 Fri


.no, death be not proud.
.but loyalty goes further.


**her gaze is of intense sadness, held unwavering upon martyr. o, but siren, i haven't anything against her, nor have i before. you know me well, siren, and you know also that i would not provoke, only defend. it seems that only we know the extent of our loyalty to each other. does martyr spite me, i wonder, and much as i do not want to believe it, i cannot answer the question. these years i have known her, and i find i do not know her at all. where has my friend, gone, siren? i thought her honorable, respected, understanding - understanding of such loyalty as we have now. and perhaps, perhaps it is still true. no, siren, i do not fight against her, and if she chooses to do so, i cannot stop her. but let me tell you: it will be a one-sided fight**


.my hopes corrupted.


**and yet pain is etched in her features, held with a stern dignity and sorrow. known is it among us that i wished unity among the herd. though the conflict between intrepid and siren has died down, another has started, and the last still rages on. do not get my wrong, my friends. i respect martyr still, though i cannot determine her feelings for me - and i do not believe they are pleasant**




.the arch angel.


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